Living This Life For Him

What's meant to be is meant to be

2009-11-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

maybe its time for the line to be drawn. maybe its time for us to have an ending. maybe its time for this ending to be a happy/sad one. maybe this happy/sad feeling will last according to what was planned.

well. this feeling is what im going through. and i dont wan it no more. i wan to know Him more, i wanna glorify Him with every beat of my heart. Its all for Him and none of me cuz the flesh can bear no fruit. I'm forgiven. Restoration is mine. the time 'lost' will be restored! this short 2 months holiday i have. plans; work to earn 200 in 2 weeks. dance! bball. and most importantly, draw from the word of life! friends. a good word to describe companions. some made me feel so infidel. well others are joys to be with. i would like to keep all and spend time with all of them. but looking at it now. its impossible. sch; hopefully we can hang and chill , movies or stayover or www. at least once. church ; complex. love the bros God placed with me.

Help me in my everything lord. for U are my everything. a clear line will be drawn. impossibilities will be crushed for God is the God of impossibilities. I will fear God because of His finished work. and i thank you for it. thank you for the voice so glorify U.

i just feel so ... is it jealously or trying to feel the boredom. or both?jealously will not prevail , for its my turn next! whatever happens happens. it will be for my good, for my enjoyment and for Him to show what He can do ! i will not let this affect my life. even if i cant get things in dance or whatever relevant . therefore. i may lose many comrades. but in due season, it will be restored 7 times in quality and quantity. just writing to stand in faith with what i'm believing for.

Things can only go brighter and brighter. whatever the devil is trying to do, it will fail. for i know i'm forgiven. because He has been forsaken. In due season. we shall reap. i will reap!. everything is like good mans. just maybe tired. and just wanna know whatda do. God just told me indirectly mans ; rest. wouldn't be bothered bout whatever shits. God will handle it.

Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free
I am not my own
I've been carried by you my whole life
All my life

0.0

2009-10-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Gosh . things are going messy nowadays.

But Once i look away from My thoughts and let His thoughts take over.Bamm it is gonna be so good. but seriously its so awesome having a God who gave up His son for you mans.

Im just casting my cares upon Him man
1)9pts for O's
2)more bonded friendship/brotherhood/relationshipS.
3)Bball 2pts 7/10 3 pts 5/10.
4)dance popping damm nice waves . gliding. barrel mills. duckhammers. swipes. transition. forearm freeze
5)get more fit.
6)hang time.
7)get in depth with His word
and more.

my blog is dead now. cuz i damm lazy post stuff and all. yea. will still come by once in a while. dont bother tagging. cuz i lost like many links lol.

Yea You

2009-10-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

Enough don't believe you don't succeed
And if you don't apply you wont achieve
You keep ya head up high
Feet down low follow your heart
Till you get to the door
Bells and wheels and wheels away
Never trust a soul im here to say
Stop dependin on and be yourself
And grab a hold and don't look left
So take a swing and heres your chance
You got nothing to lose so make a stance
The clock is tickin and time aint waitin with ya
All alone see that's what your facin
Yea you this is what i'm talkin bout
Don't waste your bullcrap time and
Start
Arise
Take up ya bed and walk

Try-Asher Brooke

2009-10-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me

Alvin Whom Jesus Loves !

2009-09-30T20:43:00.003+08:00

Gosh. today i learnt a valuable lesson; nvr think good things are from self.

monday we had bball for pe. then i felt i improved like tremendously man. then today i play bball with some sengkang sec ppl. then like gosh. i didnt do much. haha. didnt dare ask for the ball and stuff. was just too quite. Gosh. an element of fear or just paranoid with some stuff i guess. But its alrights:) God will handle it man! like now im jumping from bboying to poppin. but still will bboy la. then like im like no choice but to give God handle man. cuz i confirm will fail and stuff. but yea. His favour and Grace is just so much lo.

quote from bryan " ya alrights man. theres nothing wrong with u now. everything is like just so good" then im like yea.. impossible, its too good to be true. but this is bullshit man. like if i expect something bad to happen it will. so why the heck i do? everything is going good cuz Jesus is in front. even if i kena bullshits along the way. its my food lo. i feed on these bullshits and will grow further. so all will be well:)

gosh. just found out that my blog aint bout talking bout whats happening day in day out. but its more like what i wanna proclaim in my life or just shit it out here so yea.

so much work to do nowadays. God i pray for productiviy man. let me do the work fast yet good and let me learnt my faults man. God my back is defined thanks to you man. so let my front be defined too:) . AMEN! laaaaaaaaaaaa cant decide what to type alr ahahah!

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I'm gonna break down these walls i built around myself. could ever mean half , as much, to me as u do now.

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

gosh. why is this feeling against u coming up agian. is it really jealousy? but whats there to be jealous about. i aint need no one but Him!. got my hommies and cronnies. got Jesus. but y?

i wan to help ppl score. but is this the challenge that was prophesied that i would lose to the ppl i taught. i even could lose to ashely in maths. and physics. gosh. Jesus u gotta help me man. like wth is happening now man. all things may fail. i may not get l1r5 of 12 for prelims. i may not get the acceptance i wan from things. i may not get the looks. i may not get the body i desired. i may not get the bball skills i wan. i may not get my dance right. i may not get to sa. i may not get to do these or that. but just let me dwell in u. let me just keep drawing from u and putting u FIRST! thats all i will ever need. when u are first. i shall not be the last. when u are FIRST! all good things will just run after me! GOD i may be complacent. i may be bastard. but u just point me to u lord. cuz in this times nearing to o levels. i may neglect the ones that are close to me just that i can chiong. u help me help those u place the desires in my heart and u help me chiong super fast. let my prime form be ignited ; u chionging in place of me.

take the i me myself away lord. now its the time for me . now lord. let this bloddy jealousy of things which i dunno what is it, let this urge of wiining just for pride DIE! theres no bloody point to be jealous when u know God is already pouring gifts in u. so what if other ppl may get this or may get that!? God have already place something MUCH GREATER than that man! and win for pride for what?! whats there to win? u win alr then u shiok then suan the person? have u ever thought u might hurt the person more ? like he really thinks u are a nice guy that u would help him although u are so slack. and whats the joy man? how bout putting this intelect that God has given u and use it to SCORE ! for Jesus! bring His name to be lifted higher!

God even though i may not get the things i want. i know u have a better plan. even though i may not __________ or _________ u already done the work. U HAVE A BETTER PLAN! and u will just lead me from glory to glory! just shape me like the person u wan me to be. nvr let me disregard someone cuz im under emotional constrain or jealousy. kill the jealousy, bad emotions and PRIDE! im giving all things to u now lord. u have yr way man! two is better than one. instead of me fighting alone. u fight for me while i relaxs man. even this may sound bastard to some ppl. i dont care man?! cuz my God is just so great and mighty. He is just so awesome that He send His son for us man!!

God this is my prayer man. i give all to u now man. this is my prayer in this battle, where triumph is still on its way. My God is the God who provide:).

+ sry peeps for a long yet may seem saddening post, but its really what i feel now towards myself. u may think like wah alvin alr so _________ yet he still like that. like wt* man. so what? ppl do go through stuff like these man! and the way i go through. is to get my ass out of this stinky shit and go to God. go with the flow man!:) +

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I feel the fire tonight,
I hear, I hear the people cry.
I see the people now,

awesome day!:)~

2009-09-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

today was just spectacular man. received so much.

if u feel inferior. know that Jesus is superior and put the superior in the inferior. and the inferior will become superior!
Put everything in Jesus hands and it will multiply.
let Jesus be yr everything and everything will just be like WOAH!
1st phase: realise u are nothing. 2nd phase: let Jesus be yr everthing. 3rd phase: all good things will chase you down!
When we go through something. dont let our ability be the one carrying us out of it. let Jesus be the one carry us out of it.

serious just magnifying God is like superb alr. dont have to like worry for nuts. :) blog more next time. byes peeps:)

2009-09-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

New Moon Trailer!
this is a must watch movie. 20-11-09 . 9 days aft o's . hey peeps. lets all watch this K!:)

gosh today is really praise God. like seriously lo. last night i wanted to study physics. i wanted to study heat and waves and sound. then theres this thing saying. go study chapter 18 cuz maybe u dont know that well. then im like ok lo. anything. then i wanted to spend like 5mins on that chapter. then suddenly then 5 mins become 1hr. so i read the chapter like v v v detailly man.:) then like i flip through the other chapters to clear my doubts. so practically. i spent 1.5h studying. and then . i went to hear sermon and sleep!:)

then TODAY! PHYSICS! damm imba. chapter 18, dc circuits! came out like 50% of the paper la! like so many things about it CRAZY CAL MAN! so its like PRAISE GOD YA KNOW!:) really know how do. cuz of His grace. i just hopping to get a b3. then tmr physics p1 and amaths p1 i like damm lazy study. hahaha! grace grace i can do it cuz He can amen!

thx bros for following me to dental!. my teeth now super pain cuz of the wiring. gosh! He's more then enough lo. like seriously! alrights imma gonna watch my show now. bye bye:)

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-15T20:56:00.004+08:00

He walks on top of our everything. BE OF GOOD CHEER:) just hear this blasting from my speakers ahha. power!

no worries for my amaths. its in His hands. just a b3 lord! then next paper let me poon it. Ur hand in mine man. then chem was SUPER EASY!:) grace grace la. first hope in exams lol. cuz the rest like... then chem was like WHOOO! then tmr physics.. havent study yet. idk what to study. but theres this thing burning in me asking me to study heat massively then go on to waves and forces. its telling me to blank out on electricity. gosh. GRACE GRACE!:)

then tmr got dental. gosh gosh! but i can go sch at 10.45 whoo! gonna take advantage and sleep man ! :) . today aft sch went to bball . nice sia. so long nvr play. then we played 1.5h. swee:) im so in love with city church's sermons la.! like this one! This is awesome!

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-14T21:14:00.001+08:00

click here for an awesome sermon!

today was a good day man. morning MONDAY MORNING! i wasnt late for school man. stilll can sit down and talk cock ahahah. then aft that it was maths p1 then im like i can do it. then near the end.. its like wt wt wt wt!! cuz so hard do sia. ahha. actually easy luh. near the end then i blank alot. 11 marks blank lei! gonna chiong emaths alr. emaths more scary then amaths ahha:). then aft that was bio. i study alimentary canal. then come out all the funny stuff i no study. SIGHED CAN! but nvm! i got a God that never fails. so i wont get. JESUS ! if my cmb sci cant get a1 at least give me b3 k?:) then maths just a1 plz plz. cuz mdm tang say my class highest for p2 is like 70+ then im like T_T cuz i aim 95 ma. damm it man 20+ marks yo ! .

then aft bio. she was like. once bitten twice shy right? then im like yup. gotta chiong alr. yep! dont get complacent anymore. then im like. true true. alrights. then she teach me amaths. and help me alot lo. like refresh my memo.studied alot man. then mrs quek v good lo. like i miss her remedial then i ask for the notes. she no scold me . ask and u shall recieve lo. really:) . then now i really gonna buff my studies up again. alot ppl say i will get first in class. i say amen! but its not me that is first lo. Its HIM!:) He is always first. then ppl are second. then im third:)! yep yep.

i forgot what i did just now. but i really know its He rmb for me. gotta chiong back my studies soon. 39 more days. its like so fast la. just a moment ago. i could rmb sherrie telling me that its 120 more days to o's . and its like 39 more days. gosh time passes so fast man. His grace is enough. more then i need! alrights gonna slack now. BYE!:)

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today was just fantastic lo. morning went to met bel and gang to study. did my bio finish. although i cant find some chapters notes... oh well! tmr before exam mug lo. bo pian:( then we went ticket queue. went bball. score suck man. cant get above 600 alr. damm. next time man. Rest while i do it. sure can work better one:)

then went crystal jade for lunch. mine was onli 4.20 luh. and i ate so much. thanks mei!:) haha:) then me and samuel went abdulah cave. then some arrow ppl come. WOAH MAN! i really love their fellowship. so close yet powerful! they were talking bout some preacher onli and the way he preach was amazing. imbba ppl man:) cant wait for arrow. although when i leave dare. i'll miss the sec 2 and sec 3 ppl i know. nvm! visit lo:) haha. then erm erm. yea SERVICE! p&w was awesome. kept thinking bout ytd ministering. super awesome luh! its really the an astonishing encounter with the personification of grace!

service was indeed awesome. preach about letting Jesus be your center of everything and once that happen. like God will give us more things and then we will like have everyhing we ever dream of? but this onli happen if we like take away the i me myself and really know its for Jesus and not us. like money. more money can be for i me myself. but once we know that money is not for us onli. but for our friends, to bless ppl! we will have much more. !much more until we really cannot count lol!:) ahha! really such a good feeding. and im sorry that me made wanru angry man. but its service. and i wont let anything come in my way of recieving His goodness and whatever He wants me to hear man! really ps mei:)

then aft svc. went myplayground sit. sherrie really v understanding and good lo. like she can take my arguement man. although i dont hate the ppl i mention or anything. the past is the past man. it all matters bout the future now! my bad if i hurt anyone . then we went to skygarden to celeb coach birthday. inhouse surpise man. really awesome mans:) . then we head to raffles city to study and eat the jap food. got alot sia! its like OH MY GOSH!:) but japan is better!! hehe:X . then we head on to study. didnt know how ot do alot questions luh. 7 questions i onlis know how do 2 haha:) then we head home. yups:)

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God is just so awesome. I'm comming back Daddy! U hold me Jesus!

then tmr have like 2 papers. maths and bio. didnt prepare much but i am going to turst Daddy on it lo!:) His grace IS MORE THEN SUFFICIENT FOR ME!:)

when we are like so engrosed into something. we like see it everytime. so let us then be engrosed in Jesus and see His wonders in His word man!:)

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

today was just so awesome man. i nvr regretted coming for level session. ppl may think its boring its shitty.. ya know what i think? i think u SUCK! cuz u just missed out on something really awesome. ok (for level 4 uh!) .

went to meet wanru to return the guitar. then i took the wrong guitar lol. so i hope her mum dont check ahha:X . then i went to maxtune and bball. spend 1 dolla onli!:) swee man. tks mei! . then we went to eat kopitiam. swee man! save money again. praise God luh! then it was level meeting. and praise God leonard came man! aft so long. although i was like his punching bag .. its alrights:) God make him dont make me so much ahah! . then sharing was good. like recieve alot. then we went lan. i feel i made a stupid mistake lol. shouldnt have went. cuz i can do much more better stuff. but i just wanna burn time. WHICH IS AINT GOOD! nvm. im forgiven.:) next time im gonna follow the inner man. should have just play 1 game dota. then study in lan haha!! i noticed when i game. i still scold nnm. v bad man. Jesus u take it. :) anws. ministering was seriously v v v awesome!
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God will always give us the mentality that we are righteous in His eyes(robe of righteousness). then once it is so rested in our heart. He will then give us the authority to act on certain stuff(ring of authority) then after that. we will just have peace lo.(shoe of peace)

Q: can we be spiritually full?
A: short period yes. long period no. cuz sometimes u are just so filled as u hear the word. and then u will just pour out(share) then u will be emptied alr. but as u share. u will recieve more and as u go listen sermon. u are even more filled! so u can stay full for long. so the process will keep repeating and u will just keep wanting more.

and as we recieve. and as we hunger for more. we will want to have like better grade of food. like once u try a fine grade of steak. u suddenly eat some kopitiam steak. u will feel like eeek.(no offence to kopitiam:X) so like as u hunger for more. U will just want the best lo. so God will give it to u! as He has like so much to give luh! but at the right time He will give. He will give the right grade at the right time. so YEA:)

His love is more then enough lo.

GRACE is God filling man's ever need with the person of Jesus Christ! and we have received grace in abundance! (john1:16[amplified] ) so all our needs are filled man! dont worry man! omg man! i feeled so filled now. Its just too much for me to draw from man. so i empty it here then ppl will get filled then i get filled again. AWESOME!:)

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

okayy... blogger is really really weird on my com haha. today is a good day man:)

morning woke up for tuition. teacher say my english improve and ALL THE PEOPLE SAY? AMEN!:)

then i need to rush to meet praveen cuz his call v last minute lol. then we went to cityhall. go raffles city's macs. drew they all at new urban male. javis slippers nice. its exactly like leonard's one lol. then we head to irc. praveen damm funny. 1st game win. 2nd game kena own. 3rd game own tks to kai z :) i will try to cut on lan now man. gonna WORK ALR!:) then after lan i went to collect 1 k fliers. wanted to meet bel they all to study. but.. WORK WORK!! then i headed to clementi to give out. thought it would take ages to. arthur and me took 1 side. then ethan say his side v little ppl . so i swap with him. and guess what? by God's favor, i gave out mine super fast. AND PLUS! there's this guy approach me and ask me how much i get paid. told him the rate and he was like oh.

then he said he has a job for me. then i say. alrights u sms me details and stuff ba. then we both shook hands and he left. power man! now got another job alr. IMMA MACHINE! gonna chiong studies as well as work. this is indeed power man. just note to self:" 1 month before o's , chiong all the way le". self to note:"AITE!". Then i headed home. wanted to go find javis they all. but i no money man. Brought $20. $8 for prezzie, $6.50 for macs, $5 for lan. then i left 50cent. lol!

then tmr is level session man! am prepared to go alone alr. ok maybe not alone. maybe with lysander . THIS IS WORSE CASE SERNARIO! . but idk la. see what the dg 'idk' turns out to lo. WAIT! LEONARD IS COMING IN JESUS NAME!:) . and i found out that americans are crazy! for example! JABBAWOCKEZ and P.S Judah Smith! . crazy peeps man. recieved alot from the sermon home. do not let yr life be controlled by sins! cuz our sins are alr forgiven! and jabba. they are one sick crew man. love their popping!

damm long v bball alr. soon and v soon ba! tmr morning! STEADY!:). imma gonna let His grace take over, all my work, my studies, my friends, my bros, my life and EVERYTHING LUH!:) Jesus u take the wheel. i damm lazy drive alr. i drive also dunno where to drive to. ok bye! nothing say le:)

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

SWEE MAN! just sent esther the email of my job details. gosh it was tiring. ahha .

ok backtrack! .

ytd went to vivo early to give flyers. got rejected. even tickets cant sell out. now still left the full 30 tickets. v pai seh return back:X. then we went to buy our drinks , lunch, and stuff. then we head to sentosa. gosh it was fun! played alot there. swam through and fro 4 times! whoo:) . played soccer, etc etc. read jochebel's blog. more detail. ahah. lazy emphasize. dinner was a havock. i went home and count the bill detailly.. found out who paid less. but its alrights:) andrew is treating.. its so unfair to him man! . hop on a cab ride to bishan mrt . circle line home .

today was good. morning arthur came over. went to cut hair at potong pasir. good to be back at old place. aft o's dying hair. ahha:)

went to facial. then met praveen at city hall. 1st time i do hw at lan lol. then we went to clementi to give flyers. GOSH MAN! we thought we werent lost cuz of my instinct of following the cropped map. so we went around. and we were lost:X so we decided to just do the fliers at some random block. went up door to door and ask for tickets. many old ppl in the flats and a few families entertained us. but when they heard the price. they say" ok we go there then buy ba" standard lo.. GOD SAVE THE WORLD! TETARI!

then we took some time to clear the fliers in letter blocks then we mrt home. like omg man. headache. aha.

then tmr morning got tuition. GOD MAKE IT EASY PLZ:)then aft that gonna lan with javis and gang. then go meet esther. then maybe work/study/lepa. see mood ba:) ahah.
PHYSICS!
AMATHS!
BIO! omg man havent study for prelims. GOSH! NOTE TO ALL ALVIN IS JUST GONNA LAST MINUTE! so my grades are FROM HIM! to GLORIFY HIM! i confirm cannot produce good grades liao. so I tell ur now. the good grades im gonna have is from HIM! not me. so late liao i still havent study. how can sia!? right? so watch out man. :) ok! time to go now. bye!

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

lol! now blogger even suck more. my posting screen so small. and nowadays so many little kiddies are trying to 'cyber bully' in ppl blogs. sigh. God bless them:)

oh well! this week has been so awesome. got myself a job alr man. met esther did 1 hr of work and got the flyers. and i was too greedy man. i took like 30 tickets. which is like impossible to sell. but its quick money. oh well. lets hope i can sell them favor favor. Friday i am going to pasir panjang and look for the rich ass ang moh and try sell to them. giving out fliers is such a good time for me. when i giving out i was hearing sermon. power man. then did work quite fast. gave out about 350 alr i think. 6 blocks + suntec+ city hall. ppl v unfriendly man. but favor favor:)

tmr hopping to give out at least 350flyers and sell 5 tickets. grace grace favor favor man:)! gosh man. pimple outbreaks now man! too little sleep+ stress+ no time with God. so now! most productivity! dont waste time. can listen sermon LISTEN!:) poon those silhouettes. haha. lalala.

tmr is donatus bdae man. so we gonna celeb his bdae and javis at sentosa. preparing for a tan. its gonna be packed tmr man. cuz its 9-9-9. oh well!

God crossed His arms when He blessed us. so He wans us to rest in His blessing and not like fight over what we have. LIKE OMG MAN! and nowadays im like having a rush of bad words. Jesus U ARE MY BEST FRIEND! U WILL ALWAYS BE AND U WILL DELIVER ME FROM THIS! WHOOO.

Alvin's life is awesome with Jesus man

2009-09-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

Tralala! omg man. suddenly got the urge to play dota. DAMM! dunno if i shld re-install.. hmmmm. nah.

this week is gonna be super busy. but fun. :) pass few days also so fun. OK BACKTRACK!

Thursday ! no sch man. so i met with praveen. we gym. took protein. :) then go meet andrew and javis and gang to play lan. play 2.5h then me and praveen want to chiong. then andrew took cards out. and we cant study alr haha. so we went to find yy then play bball till like 7.30 . reach home 8.30. mom scold me. cuz she was stress at work. oh well. God bless her man:)

friday history is like* man. cuz i studied japan and stalin. then come out hitler. then almost everyone was like F. cuz think most ppl study same as me. so i do hitler lo. anyhow bullshit my way through. i hope i can like do well as in b3?:) ahha. then aft that i went yy house. we play dota and mahjong(no money). then i cabbed home ahha!

Saturday was connect. it was like AWESOME!:) morning service really super power. talked about not losing the mentality that we have rest in Jesus(keep the 7 logs tight) . then aft that didnt go for the workshops and wii. although i kinda like wanted the photoshop. but.. NVM!:) then we went bugis. i bought 2 shirts and 2pants for like $50! cheap man. then javis, amos and andrew bought topman jacket for like $50-60. (with my discount!) ahah. then we go back for the evening service. super power! love it to the max lo. talked about our addictions being gone. ok waito. i mixed up with too many sermons. oh well.!

then sunday. wanted to gym in the morning. but amos cant wake up ahah. so i break at home. then go suntec. then lunch at pizza hut burned my money. then service! WAS AWESOME! just know that God has a good opinion towards u and alot alot la. just look to Jesus :) then got hillsong australlia also. so awesome man. then me jerome amos and bobby went for 4th svc de p&w. shld have stayed for the end lo. shldnt have bball. but nvm. had some mens talk. really hope all thing is well.

today! arthur and praveen came my house talk cock then we go gym. and the protein shake shop close! v saddening:( so praveen suggested soya beans. 1 litre= 42g proteins. quite good luh. i wanna gain weight till 60-62kg and i wanna have like at least $750 at end of o's so i can spend:) and i can look to myself and plan all the shits straight. but i dont wanna focus on that. cuz the flesh will die. I will look to Jesus and just follow what the voice tells me to do.(desires). :) ok maybe desires is a wrong choice of words. so ya. ahha. then me praveen arthur met hy and lukas at city hall. we lan 2h. own butts man. cuz got hy in our team haha. seriously power lo! imba kid sia. 1st match 12-0-3. 2nd match. 8-3-5. imba kid. 1st round i 9-4-5 2nd round 4-5-5. haha. so many leavers in garena nowadays. then we all go bk chiong study. praveen is right. if ppl dont study. u just study! i'll follow. then ppl will all study alr. then really everyone study. today quite good. finish 1.5 chapters of physics and currently trying to do english. i damm sianz of english tuition alr. think i'll cancel next week class cuz prelims.. and bordem:) ahah. tmr me and veen going find esther . gonna work whooO! im gonna take 1k flyers man. my goal is to give out by friday and im going retarded places to give. sentosa, bugis, vivo. blah blah haha:). cant wait. i wanna go servers session. although i dont think i can. OH WELL!. tmr tuition 9-11 tuition. Emmanuel man! .
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So am i still waiting for this world to stop hating. Cause just one sip would make me sick. forever is over

im in love with jabbawockez now lol! dope crew man. hope i can dance like them. haha! Jesus is just so good. His favour and grace is like infinite. so just take! ppl will be like wah piang. u take take take then God will not happy what. NOT HAPPY NOT HAPPY LA! u think he not happy UR LOST:) cuz i know He is more then happy to see us take and take and take and continue taking! cuz His supply is like infinite? and His constant rebuke is u of little faith. means like u dont dare believe. and by not taking alot. u are showing ur 'little faith' . so JUST TAKE ONLI!:) TRALALA!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-09-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

BBALL CRAZE! omg man. im like playing too much recently. today cant chiong la. but tonight gonna chiong. tmr prepare to fail history alr. if i get a b4 its a grace grace lo. U DO IT LORD! i cannot. confirm cannot one lo. update tmr . too lazy bye!:)

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-09-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

I'm back. *clap* . haha. alrights. im in the midst of prelims as well as holidays,

pass few days was super fun and busy. sat went to celeb jerome's birthday. play bball at like 12 am then some ang moh chase us out haha. then cards and stuff. yea. then sunday was good man! Grace grace de man!:) then studied. and alot of chaos happen lol. at least now its better. im feeling great now ahha! anger is gone amen! though sometimes i tend to raise my voice.. haha! . then erm. monday was like teachers day celeb. SUPER BORING LIKE** can man! bloody only 1 stomp performance and it aint that good. shld have dance man! then arthur will bring the whole crew and we'll be dope!. sigh! NVM! SAJC I'LL DANCE!:)

then something happen at lan. but its gone alr:) . then tuesday went like out the whole day. morning tuition was a killer. kept yawning. then went to pool, bowl and bball. my tumb pain now haha! . and today was prelims

had english paper 2. (shiok bodoh! can sleep 30mins!:) ) but alow wake me up halfway.. then had maths paper 2 also. i thought it would be a killer. . he didnt gave his best man. but its ok. im aiming for a 95. hope can get it sia!:). then aft sch went lan ( follow praveen idea to play then feel guilty then chiong study) in the end. we nvr chiong. we relac relac onli. so tmr we going chiong. AHAHAHAHAH! tmr i no sch sia! cuz i dont take chinese:) so tmr is going to be like me and praveen go out day. morning gym, lunch. study. and see mood:) ah! power!:)

cant wait for sajc life man. but i cant bear to leave sec sch life.. i last time heard rachel or someone say bout cant bear to leave sec sch life. then im like. ok... i wont be in that position. but now i am lol! cuz now like the final sprint. bonds between bros get stronger and more power. . . oh well. so busy nowadays. gotta get back my engine to chiong again. HAHA TMR NO SCH!:)
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today suddenly feel like kena car bang. suddenly pigments of my past showed again. oh well. it may be the sudden flashbacks only. haha. lets see what's gonna happen. and let me chiong man!

I'm so far away
From the only place
I know I should be
So find me
And take me

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-09-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

No time update sia. will do it soon. wah nowadays so favoured and so fun lo. Jesus will take this anger away. He will be my patience amen!:)

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i saw something today with depicts a pigment of my memory pool. such a breathtaking moment. yet it intrudes deeply. Jesus, Be my everything!:)

PRELIMS!

2009-08-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

like holy smoke can!? today my prelims start and it felt that its gonna start 1 week later. practical was like pst... like chem was super easy. but bio i was damm lazy to do. so i did some screening and slot in the answer base on inference:) haha.

today aft the prac. prav ash ivan js slacker101 arthur sl and me go cp eat. then me arthur js ivan go white sands library study. ahha. WAH PIANG EH!! i damm stupid can.. i agree do sth . then i rmb i got other activity haha:( tmr got bballl!! whooo. anws. i thought i got a free guitar from wanru!:) but then i was loaning it ahha. nvm la. better then nothing. pro alr then i go buy my own one. each day i learn 2 chord. swee la. AMEN!:) . ahha. then we study at macs. i study damm long man. felt like it. ahha. did half an emaths paper.. and studied the rise alr. so tmr im gonna like last minute chiong again. omg man. too many things are like chunk up in my head now . GOD HELP ME:) .

looking forward to tmr man. it will be good in Jesus name AMEN!:)

RUSH OF FOOLS!~

2009-08-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

omg man. i love the band rush of fools. gonna cover their songs man! YAY man:) tmr i going find mei get her guitar :). my guitar i like wan give up alr. ahah. buy wrong kinda strings. and damm lazy fix alr:) so wanru! if u can do magic. help uh ahaha! .

anws. today is a good day man! morning was late:( so i took cab. $5 . sigh. but ITS OK!:) . then lessons we're super slack except for physics. cuz its damm hard. but i really know that my spa get 96/96 man. IN THE NAME OF JESUS IT IS 96/96 AMEN!:) . then we had chinese. i ran away from class. haha. then my teacher call my mom say must write letter to drop chinese. then i did alot of amaths today. 1/4 of my way in trigo alr. then xmss paper 2 was a killer man:( . PRELIMS! watch out bodoh!. really so blessed nowadays lo. maths class got tobetrone the chocolate free sia:) then erm went to airport aft sch. did alot of studies ahah.

WAH POWER U KNOW! moments ago i was thinking:" wah sianz la . thrusday class damm boring" then... TMR IS PRACTICAL EXAMS!:) so happy. 2nd shift man. more blessed. so tmr going macs at 7+ then last minute study and enjoy my mc griddles with egg:) haha. tmr need mug ss. and i need super lots favoour to ask my mom to let me stay over on sat. cant go home cuz confirm v smelly one:X haha if ya know what i mean:)

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really its time to give up man. I'm just gonna give it all to God now. if ya think im the one who is f ed up. then just be that way k? countless times passed, countless times failed. i can finally conclude that talks dont work for all ppl. face to face talks are better then phone or smses talk.. so i wont repeat this anymore. 'the talk' do wonders. it can really change the person to be a powerful one in the lord in time to come. and it can create one who is engulf in the flesh and yet dont know. ok enough with this.
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I wanna lose it all for You
The last thing that I do
The only thing that really matters now
I wanna lose it all for You

Things can only get brighter and brighter!

2009-08-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

Nowadays it's really awesome man, wont kena attack anymore for things can only get brighter and brighter! He is really awesome man. so much favor and grace in my situations man.!

This morning, i wasn't late man. arrived like just on time in school!:) It was such an awesome time man. cuz we got like super lots of free periods? . Chem was a killer. teacher nags too much. then we got our test back. got 34/40 . andy got like 38/40 . imba kid man. aim for chem is to lose andy maximum of 5 marks.:). then we had history and ss. and the botak nvr come. so i spend this two lessons doing my amaths. and i finished ximin paper 1 and halfway through topic 11 for amths. then we had chinese and teacher never come also. so we talked through the whole class. and me and shaoliang rushed down to get our steam egg!:) .

and i went to dnt block again. whoo!:) gonna get more style moves. and arthur is dope man! if he's in sa dance. we are gonna own. but first of all. he gotta make it in! me and bryan gonna so pump him up!. after recess was like physics. did 1 paper. was a killer. got like 25/40.. then maths . spend the lesson with bryan as he taught me physics. english was a free period also. and the fat asses in the class are damm noisy.. then it was amaths. did duman sec paper. little finger action:). haha. then aft sch. i chiong my amaths. did alot of work and clarify doubts. so satisfied luh:)

so aft that we went to macs and eat. ahah:) aftwards we go compass point and i collected my specs:). and bought my guitar strings. super happy man! then after that we went walk walk and go sculptor park. climb here and there and had fun and went home later.

tmr aft sch gonna go find gillian for my guitar and to study of course. maths paper is alow set de.. so i MUST get above 90 and POON his paper! . amaths just gotta own too. mdm tang is gonna kill us. but BRING IT!:) . alrights. time to go off alr. BYE ALL!

Pure study day!:)

2009-08-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

ok man. i'm super weared out man. cuz its like a pure study day. literally..BUT THE DAY WAS SUPER FUN!:)

morning i woke up with much hesistant to get my ass off the bed. had breakfast in bed as usually but this time.. with my eyes close ahha! . so i took quite a while to prepare. then i was left house 8.13. so im like GG must take taxi. then i rmbed got PE! so i went to wear pe pants. then i call cab. then when i in cab.. i rmb i forgot bring pe shirt. then im like WAH SIANZ:( but then praise God i wasnt late and pe wasnt that nice to me. cuz it was Frisbee( which i can play anytime when we go sentosa or something.)

so the cab fare was like 10.25 !! damm ex la. somemore sch so near. its 2 mondays of cabbing alr. next monday will be a change! if im forced to take a cab! i wont go sch!:) . excuse= i wan study at home. oh yea im smart!(amen!:) ) then sch was super fun today. chinese period got some weirdo relief teacher. so me and arthur was watching bboy vids and darrel saved my ass cuz vp was outside haha! :) tks bro. then later was pe. arthur and gabriel pei me no do. feel honored yet bad. nvm FRIDAY BBALL!:)

then recess i went to dnt block. and tried some new stuff. can do forearm freeze alr man. so cool!:) praise God man! Gonna work towards roxrite skills!:) then aft recess we got a heck of a scolding from mrs quek. cuz we didnt do well for the test. like 5 ppl got above25/40 lol. and i lost to chuan yeow.. one day . one day

then aft that was maths and we got tests back too. disappointing though. but its ok:) its a learning exprience and i learn alot haha! then plus there was a fight!! angove vs amit. amit got OWNED! like 1 min fight no interference. until e3 ppl come then they break them. wah lao! amit deserve it la. so guai lan.. talk so much.. angove funny sia.. ok enough of that. anws. we got like 1.5 h free period man. this is equivalent to jc time table lol. so we went kopitiam eat.

then aft that . had amaths. gotta chiong it alr man. then aft that had an awesome talk with bryan! night study we got secret spot le. that spot confirm annoited de lo. learnt so many moves from there. ops. haha. so i went home for tuition. tuition was like 2.5 h la. teacher extended :X but it was worth it. although my brain was dying haha!.

then tmr power! going collect my specs:)! and gonna chiong amaths and many more ! whoo . wed gonna find gillian to tune guitar. and study! seriously nowadays feel so favoured man!:) praise God.

word of a day:Regardless if we feel it or not. God is with us and will guide us!:)
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Jesus hurry come back , for us.
we cannot wait.
Jesus hurry come back,
we cannot wait.
we cannot wait!

TAGS REPLY!

2009-08-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

meimei: hello korkor. your story i finally understand man. aft reading it like 2wice. HAHA
23 Aug 09, 22:54

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23 Aug 09, 03:52

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22 Aug 09, 22:50

ANDREW: AHAHAH! u are the onli one who knows it inside out!:). nvm u multi millionaire i millionaire. we can share wealth u know!:) ahah

Mei: ahaha. thats good. but u dont know who :)

Jochebel: ahah no one is meant to know muahahah:) i'll think of more stories.

Bobbie: ps man. i use old blog codes.
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hello all! if i nvr link u. plz leave ur link:) cuz i used my old copy of links so its kinda screwed. yup:) my bad!

awesome day!:)~

2009-08-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today was great! morning super funny. finally decided to tune my guitar. then my string snap... so im probably gonna look for gillian soon ahah!:) . then finally played bball in the morning after 3 weeks of planning . super fun man.

then church was awesome. ate p lunch then went to arcade. max tune like finally. aft so long. and then went off to svc. svc was imba man. like pastor talked about law and grace. when we are too caught up with the law. Christ is made of no effect. and more;) which im lazy to think to rmb now. ahha!:) but its like deutronomy 28:21-23,27 then followed by galatians 3:13-14 yup:)

then aft svc went to play pooled for awhile. finally getting my aim back man. chak meng! pool soon man! OPENING INVITES! FRIDAY BBALL AT MY HOUSE! 1.30 or 2 till 4 . then aft pool i went to study at pan pacific hotel. got chased out. and in like 10mins. i manage to do 2 questions. BOO YAH! feel so smart. i bring amaths paper. i forgot bring formula sheet haha!
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was quite jealous today. but NVM!:) someone knows y ahha. but its really confirmation for me. yup. right place right time baby!
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here's a story i heard which is quite amuzing, too me of course.

Y had major infactuations over X . but Z suddenly like close to X . then Y got jealous. plus Z, to Y, aint a nice person. So Y thinks X deserves better. and a voice told Y , NO! u deserve better! then Y was like. OMG ! and im like a outsider. so when i heard this. im like OMG! Y FTW!!! haha. ok . ftw= for the win.. yup.. ALRIGHTS SCHOOLS GONNA BE DOPE THIS WEEK! BYE PEEPS!:)ps: dont anyhow think... its just a ********story. yup:)

What's hitting me man..

2009-08-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

today started off really well. when i reach suntec. i was onli like 10mins late man. even thought i left home at 11.20.. praise God for the bus and everything man. then lunch with cards was fun. then when reach convention, i tried to do a planche.. but i cant get it man.. cant balance:( but nvm! God will provide at the right time!. then lvl session was great. just that when it came to ministering.. idk whats happened to me. something tell me just go. something tell me dont cuz later u dont recieve much uh blah blah blah. then in the end i took quite long to go. then really nvr recieve much man.. **** cuz i got with an unrecieving heart and keep holding back the tears... i knew i would regret it.. but i chose to live with the regret.. the heck wrong with me man. and true enough. the regret was great...

then aft lvl meeting. took v long to get our butts to lan. and when we lan. many many bad things happen. and my patience got worst by the minute.. then i kena owned like . . . man. but its ok. then was so pissed with myself cuz of the regret and this small little things add on to it and it became worst. . . aft that i went penni buy tunner. knew i could find a cheaper one hahas . gonna learn back guitar alr. 2 years no touch alr. :( then on the way home. had a talk with ethan and i felt better. but tonight. gonna talk with God major man. too much to handle. gotta recieve what i didnt recieve in level session! .

bball really getting into my head.. cuz tmr morning i going play. CONFIRM! oh well. bye for now.

IMBA KID!:)

2009-08-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

oh. imba kid sound so cool . haha!:)

ok anws. things REALLY HAVE BEEN AWESOME!:) amos and me ok alr man like really helped me alot through my sophisticated thoughts.. which i should really make it less sophisticated.. too bad God made me brain so sophisticated!:)

quote from Ashely: " u can become better then adam khoo alr . dont care la" ahah. next time i'll work in mind champs to earn some quick bucks:) ahha.

ohya! my english oral was on 18/8 then i felt i did quite well man. cuz examiner ask me 1 question in the picture onli . then at convo had like 5-6 questions. but their face... like... but... ITS OK:) cuz mdm tang say if they ask u 1 question , most prob u will get>9 so i counted my oral shoudl get >32/40 . which she says is v good. and i think >35 then good. OH WELL!

then nowadays v happy lo. test dont need study also can get b3 or higher. praise God sia. this prelims im really just going in the exam with my last minute mentality . those questions i wrong = idk concept so must brush up. AMATHS AND MATHS! IMBA KID MUST SCORE AT LEAST 90! GONNA PROVE A LOW ISNT THAT IMBA! CUZ IMBA KID MORE IMBA CUZ IMBA KID GOT JESUS!!!!:) ahha

ok maybe a low is imba haha. BUT ITS OK!:) now like everyday kena bombarded with many many test sia:X but at least that makes me revise as i hardly revise nowadays. onli emphasize alot on amaths now. wanna get 90!!! ahaha

ok TODAY! its v fun sia. morning go sch got chem paper to do. then i finished a 2hr paper in 1hr man! praise GOD:) then i got like 71. ownself mark one la. then aft that RECESS! me and sl buy 1 plate rice then eat. then later we hungry. so we say. SECOND SERVING? then we go buy. so i ate like 2 plates and im like BLOATED ! AHHA then aft sch gab and arthur came over to my place. and we played bball. we knew its gonna rain. but... I DONT CARE! i played in the rain. ok WE played in the rain. v fun sia. like some korean drama;" MUST SHOOT IN THEN GO MUST! " haha. gotta improve my bball fast!:X .

oh ya man.. o level is like 6x days more.. like OMG ! ahah but its ok GOD WILL DELIVER ME ! HIS GRACE WILL BE MY CELESTIAL BOOST TO START MY ENGINE AND STUDY!:) AND ALSO TO IMPROVE MY EVERYTHING! lalalal

omg man. my dad just put my specs in my bag and he saw my lighter. then he question me if i smoke.. like _ _ can... so long alr ok. TESTIMONY ALR OK! bro. quit soon la. :)

IMBA KID SIGNING OFF :)

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-08-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

Things are going just super awesome nowadays man!

things have been going crazy. now gonna revive my blog ahah. i like my new skin lol.

loves ps judah smith man. powerful guy. actually all the pastors i know all v powerful. whenever i listen to their sermons. there is always a new revelation sia. dope man!:). so far. sean angrove might wanna start a skater crew aft o levels and DCC will be super active after o levels lol. i feel my life super slack ahha:). things have been just so fun. especially in school. cant rmb much ahah. ok... today.....

serious God is good:). putting Him first will never short change u. although im like damm lazy nowadays.. but prelims is next firday. so probably gonna mug soon. ahahah! today got back chinese o level results. people and i went to find su xue for our marks. then she was like now cant give luh. but aft she came out. she shook my hand lol! meaning to say... i pass!:) i wanted to backflip there man. but i cant haha! i thought i'll get like b4 or c5 but i got c6. but oh well. f9-c6 lei! grace grace right!:) so blessed luh! his favour really put me to pass lo.

then lukas was sad. but He will deliver him man. confirm one. then we had physics. physics teacher teach alot sia. then i suddenly got confident can get a2 for physics. cuz my spa should be 18-20/20 then i aiming 33/40, 38/50 , 22/30 and if this happens. i would get 80/100. AMEN!:) . the moe moderation is seriously crap luh.. all the a 1 buggers they pull them to b3 .. like ??? haha. so im hopping to get my 9 points. scared alr man. but THIS IS THE DEKTOS YEAR OF THE LORD!! ask and i shall recieve. free favours man!!! .

then aft sch. arthur came over my place, and we studied for about an hour. its really grace grace that i can exceed what i actually planned in such a short time. then we went to bball awhile. listening to ben's advice now. wen ni de liang fen qui xian cai qu jing san fen qui. best advice man. haha:) then aft that went to meet bobby to pass him cd then we have kopitiam tea break ahha:) . then went home!:) . so blessed nowadays. dont need study test also can do. so now just gonna find out my weak points then work on it. MOE IS NOT GONNA MODERATE ME DOWN! AMEN!:)

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-08-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

Omg man. nowadays im feeling more not myself..

my mind is getting more complex my the minute man. simple physics question i cant believe cant do lol. cuz i dont think 1 step equation = 2 marks... but then. . it is. . today is pure retardness... i go school just after my long holiday. then i was bombarded with many tests man. i even forget what test there is. today.. early morning. my $20 got robbed by the school. need to sell the stupid donation draw. but oh well. at least its a chance for me to donate to charity:)

then we had chem test.. this was quite ok. hope i can get my a1. and then later have history test. then later physics test.. then maths.. then amaths. holy smoke can. 5 test in 1 day and i forgot bout it ahha! really goota chiong my amaths and maths. gonna make it damm imba. and hopefully alow cant kill me in prelims. then aft sch. went hope for english tuition. 2 hours man! killer. and today got mid year compo back. nice to see what i wrote:). a pigment of my life though. but its ok:) He turned it around alr. then now gonna pump in alot of effort in amaths, physics and english. 73days left and i havent start.. damm smart can.. but things will change!:) [this i swear will happen]

only my bros will know what will happen. tmr idk whether can go midweek man. amaths super scary... thrusday test is like on trig, furth trig, circle, linear law and some other weird chapters. have no idea what is gonna come out.. but His grace will deliever me through AMEN!:)
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We're all part of the same sick little games
And I need to get away, get away
I'm wasting the days, I throw them away
Losing it all on these sick, little games

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-08-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today was great. had alot of fun in church and icon. really recieved an awesome revelation about my condition. and its gonna be gone amen!

and today im starting to fear about something. its like im falling into a pit which only one hand, can pick me up. but i dont wanna go in there anymore. once bitten, twice shy.

Dear God, salvage me and keep me under the shadows of ur wings . let me step up man. and ......

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minuets pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minuet here

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-07-23T19:37:00.002+08:00

wah blogger really got prob ahah.

things are still good though:) but just that i have a huge chunk of hw man. >80 chem question. and 59 amaths question:(( . gonna try to finish what is needa to hand in tmr tonight. and then also study.

cip is really tiring though. super tired by it. but its until the term onli . so He will do the magic:) but sch cip best luh. still got h2O drink:).

think tmr got vector test. dont think i wanna study lol. chem more important:X anne quek fierce. ahah. then this sat is super shiok! this sat zone man! then aft zone going 5h-s then maybe going home or going church str. see how it goes bah:) .

He is really Good:)

2009-07-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UXut0HxncvY

must watch:)!

wah blogger is crapped up lol. cant post a post properly... anws. things are superb now man. like everything is good. oh damm. its hard posting here . so im out. bye noob blooger!

2009-07-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

somethings wrong with blogger.. ..

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-07-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

ALL IS SO WELL!:)

so damm happy man:) For Him and Him alone:).

just gonna wait on Him now cuz its finished:) i had my fun alr. so its worth it. but i know He wont just stop here man!:)

all things will change man. now gonna just pia studies with js and all. nowadays so lazy to blog. oh well! BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-07-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

all is more then well man. really praise God.

today sermon is like so awesome la. note to self: sitting beside the right person is v important as it can be a major distraction.

wanted to cry. but held back my tears till uhmmm:) onli 1 guy knows haha. today is just so awesome la. He is more than enough!

-our only fight is to retreat back to Him when we are surrounded with fires
-Seek Him first and all shall be ADDED unto u. not given. but ADDED! means u dont even need to take cuz it will just be there FOR YOU!

so awesome. and! He is lord!

tmr i will pass the interview AMEN! I WILL find supernatural favour with the person who interview. and it will go smoothly AMEN!

then when i get my 1st job pay. im gonna treat my dg to kenny roggers. (i pay the taxs and stuff:) ) haha. mei is invited too:).

(107days to o level:) )

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-07-07T21:47:00.001+08:00

love story cover by dave days super swee. must listen:). ahah

chinese oral just passed today. did real badly. cant belive i told the person i did plastic surgeory while i thought it was facial.. ahah. nvm nvm . its all over. If i pass its His grace man. :) tmr will be yet another good day. will be heading down to brandons house to collect cds man. tks bro:) then also gonna pool with chak ming. and also maybe gonna to dance calss if i aint tired.:) haha

ok gtg bye:)
finnally baby!

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2009-07-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

ahhh too lazy to update bout what i've been doing.

anws. tmr is chinese o level oral. and im not even stress haha. still wanna like dance and be fed. damm like * can. cuz this week no midweek:(
haha:)

then tmr oral confirm end late one. hopefully is my class onli. then i number 1:) haha. tmr if fail then fail lo. cuz i know He will turns things around for His Glory and my good:) but i wont fail! AMEN!

ok . too lazy type le . bye! ps. transformers 2 is a dope show! i watched it 2 times alr haha:) a true leader is scarficial and something . (if u know plz tell me:) ) i think the something is selfless.
ok BYE!

2009-07-05T23:20:00.001+08:00

My Savior loves, my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is
My God He's always gonna be

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-07-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

kiddos nowadays.

sigh. sense of awkwardness with ppl. things are all well. i know i;m bitched bout by ppl. but its ok. all shall be well. dont care whatever the comments is. He is still my saviour, my God. all things will turn around For His Glory.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-07-02T21:24:00.002+08:00

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
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everythings good. and holy smoke. sajc is bleah... but im still going there cuz i wanna dance:) haha. got my swipes 4 rounds today . praise God man. bryan say its improve. and i say amen man!

ok lets start from ytd. ytd was good. went sch, sch super slack. know what the teacher teaching. but cant rmb it now. then aft sch went to cut hair oppo sch. then later cab to bishan to watch transformers. transformers is a MUST WATCH SHOW! if dg they all sat wanna watch then i watch again lo. but sigh javis not watching..

then aft watching transformers. went to church. midweek service was dope man. then i went home with keegan. was too tired to stayed and eat dinner. sorry peeps.

then today sch was good. firece day but yep still good. all is shapping up. i WILL get my 7 points. I WILL go sajc dance:). wah sianz le i wan dsa man but i scared audition. so i'll pass.:). then aft sch went with arthur to sajc to hand up his dsa form. alamakdey the sch need walk far sioa. but nvm morning exercise. ahah:) i like the sch man. found out lotas stuff bout jc. and IM READY!

oh well. take a step at a time , study my for my o level first and enjoying missing someone:) alrights BYE!

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2009-06-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

omg fb addiction.. the typing mania and stuff make me keep playing.. was suppose to sleep like 30 mins ago.. cuz im super tired. v v weered out today..

the enemy is damm bastard.. everything is going well. and more then well in fact. and he pulled me down luh. then when i change my thought all is well:) thank God. For He is Lord.

then today was good. learnt alot knew what was going on. and tmr will be much awesome. gonna cut my hair alr. gonna cut super short.. cuz o level then 2 months later or a month later then i start growing my hair again.. super sad when my hair ytd kena cut haha. like ziiiii then gone. alamakdey. ahah:) nvm nvm all is well:) . then tmr going watch transformers or playing pool i guess. going to the midweek svc. dont care the adcent thick or not . just gonna go cuz it is good:). ahha. i

got alot of stuff prepared. just know that i need lot of sleep or i cant think properly..

119days to o level:)
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So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth and lies

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2009-06-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS DOPE MAN!.

first thing today i was so lazy to get ready. thus i was late haha. took 88 to sch. then met jerald. first thing he see me, nvr say hi . say' u dont need go sch alr. hair confirm kena cut one' then im like how how. then he say go macs sit first. then im like ok lo. then i see him walk so fast i dont wan folo. so i thining wheter go home or go sch and kena cut. then i aiya la kena cut then kena cut lo. then really kena cut haha. but i not cutting my hair man. no no man. not cutting. will get vianney or arthur to shape for me ahah:) .

then today lessons good man. learnt alot . knew what was going on and my mood to study is back. but when im on fb. i keep playing haha. so tsk tsk. then tmr i think going break with arthur at compass. should be ba. still got alot of hw to do. so im just going to do that with His grace.

120 days to o's ahha.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

ok. today is just awesome. happy birthday jordon:)

service is awesome man. let Him be my source and those who have faith are bless;)

then had dgs meeting. deep revelation too.

ok dont really feel like blogging anymore . so yep. bye.

Quiz.. that meimei ask me do...

2009-06-28T01:17:00.002+08:00

Name a friend from A-Z!
A: arthur
B: brandon
C: cheng zhang
D: david
E: Ethan
F: Fredrick
G: Gillian
H: Hong Yeen
I: IsaacJohn
J: JS
K: Kenneth
L: Lukas
M: Matthias
N: Narvin
P: Praveen
Q: Quinnie
R: Rachel
S: Saraphina
T: -
U: -
V: Viani
W:Wanru
X: -
Y: YY
Z: Ziyan

1. Can R and S be together in BGR ?
- thats wrong , thats just wrong dude

2. How is L related to you ?
- He's my brotha

3. Does Y know Z ?
- nope.

4. If C betrays you, will you kill him/her ?
- He wont man, good man he is.

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do ?
- Tha would be a joke cuz i wont have a bf and he aint gay

6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you , what will you do ?
- that would be wrong, but He's gay, so wouldnt be surpirsed

7. Will/did you and M get into a fight ?
- it wont happen, unless through a battle cuz he is a bboy guai lan . yup:)

8. Who does K have a crush on?
- ahahahha secret man.

9. If L calls you a bitch , what will you do ?
- I always him that, so i woulnt be surpise

10. Whats the relationship between you and E ?
- He's my good friend man.

11. Who does Z like ?
- lol. didnt keep in touch.

12. Who is I's best friend ?
- JESUS!

13. What colour does Y like ?
- erm white?

14. Where does F live ?
- idk man

15. Did you and C have a fight before ?
- NO?

16. Who is H's best friend?
- lukas?

17. What can u say about T ?
- as u can see, theres no T yo. blind?haha;)

18. If J tells u he/she has a crush on you ?
- i would rofl literally cuz it wouldnt happen.

19.Tag 10 people to do this quiz :
- any person from retard.com (haha) or just wanna do it for fun. yup. go ahed. 10 ppl hmm. person 1 , person 2, person 3 , person 4, person 5 , person 6 , person 7, person 8, person 9 and ANDREW HAHA cuz i wan andrew to suffer doing the quiz haha:)

_l_but life still good:)

2009-06-26T22:25:00.005+08:00

HOLY SMOKE! haha. damm funny. ok anws. heard alot of rumors. aint gonna def myself. cuz He and I know the truth haha. nah its not kc . i think. i aint v sure myself though. the songs describe me too well.

ok anws today is good man. was having difficulties in making a facebook. but i made it alr. and every sec theres like and email coming in. HOLY SMOKE haha. ok anws fb is fun lo. i keep playing bejewled. will reach 250k AMEN! then aft that, im done with it ahha. now my score nice sioa 111100 haha:) then did alot of quiz . not bad luh.

then arthur came my house. then he go meet woah woah:) haha. then later went to meet him to dance at compass. SHIOK BODO! aft so long today dance was shiok. love dancing man. I'M A STYLEHEAD:) YEA! so will keep on dancing. esp with arthur. then later we went off . yep. when i get my monthly allowance, gonna go shopping with arthur for the shirts and my long brown dickies!:) things is good de lo. just that heard some * things then im like omg woah. but its ok la.

ok off i go now. BYE!

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edited
just done it man. 276k :)

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2009-06-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

Don't think I can take it
Wake me when it's over
Seems so far away
I wish that it was closer
I see you every day
I'm too scared to go over
I wonder what she'd say
I barely even know her

How much longer
Will this keep getting stronger
I wonder what she's doing when I'm singin' myself to sleep
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today is good:) went to icon. and spend 40mins rooming around tajong pajar xpress to wait for ppl. and its quite nice la the place. ahah. then when joel came. we went to icon . bought sushi then go swim then ya de ya de ya de. took alot pictures.

then later we went to the hot sanua then the cold one. then later i wanted to sleep there haha:) then went function room. so fun la. had alot of talks . nice. all know plz SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok.
anws. then later we went to sakae sushi to eat dinner. the buffet. and i dont know whats wrong with me today yo. ahha. ok nvm. then i got persuaded to make a fb. ok fine. i'll do it tmr. it is fun de lo. play so much and talk so much:). then came home. nothing happen. PRAISE GOD:).

ok really theres sth not right with me. Jesus u handle it ok:)! it hasnt been this way since like dunno when . and theres this new.. erh how to say. mechanism. yea. coming. so like im GGED! ok bye!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-25T00:51:00.001+08:00

yay! im going to icon. aha:). cant sleep now lol.

megan fox is hot man! haha.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-24T14:23:00.002+08:00

just dota my last game. and the last game was the best game. own like theres no tmr. divine, satanic, bfly, treads, vg, eos. for my vs. ok sry to those who dont understand dota. no more dota le.

ytd was a dope svc man. learnt alot of things. confirm alot of things too . each day when i caught sth. God always confirm it for me man. So awesome:). like today. caught that we should think positive cuz it u do so, u will recieve that positive thought from that situation u are believing from from a sermon and then i read the devotional, it says like when u believe, it will be done. something like that. then its like . pow wow. praise God man. few days away from the reopening from sch . it will be good:). cant wait for sch to start lo. say im crazy, i am. ahah. wanna dance with arthur, go back to studying and also to .. yea:) secret:) ahha.

He is lord man. its been too long since im away. now im back . yea! then now gonna get ready to go dance class. hope brodrick comes man. ahah. anws. peace out! jly man.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

Hey girl, what's your name I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best I pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that I could ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart...
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cant sleep. insomianatic. dont know what the word means.. but yea:).

for some reason i cant explain, i know st peter wont call my name.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

so far things have been so much awesome man:) .

mom agreeded to let me stay over tmr. then so far . i packed my room:) and did 1/4 of my holiday work. mainly do the maths part cuz the other subjects dont come to my head aft LONG dotaing.. lets count. in 3 days, i've been dotaing for 6+5+7 hrs.omg 18 hrs. ahah! agi heros suit me ahah. although dota makes me more angry easily. its ok:) some retard pissed me off today and reminded me of the past me. ahah. its k man.

then tmr is the last day serving as ambs man. hope i can serve again. nvm , regardless of anything , its for a great purpose:) amen! then tmr aft dare dunno if going for lv meeting not.. hope will go man. cuz its good. wanna share my testimony haha. then will be heading to icon and to joel house haha!

praise God, i been healing fast. now onli left my headache cuz play too much. haha. then also thank God much. even though im not seeing things yet. i still thank Him for it:) . Its a done deal alr yo.
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I feel the pressure it's coming down on
Me. it's turning me black and blue.
You left me on the side of the road, and now
I've got no place to go.
You brought the flood.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-17T20:45:00.002+08:00

IT IS GOOD!

today just burned my day away lol. went to play dota from 9-3 then aft that not feeling well ahah. then went for dental, the doctor just tighten for me and change my colour to blue again:) ahha. then after that went to see doctor and doctor say i no swine flu haha. praise God man. then tmr confirm heal alr. CONFIRM IN THE NAME OF JESUS MAN! amen. then gonna rest till sat. and i pray that i can stay over man. seeing myself staying over. oyea. IT IS GOOD!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL !

woke up morning dota 1 game with yy then we went to meet the rest at dhoby. met on the same train. then when reach dhoby i needa shit haha. then later went play arcade. then i had doubts if i had swine flu lol. cuz i got like 3 out of 6 of their noob thingy.then later went watch terminator salvation. the movie not really that nice luh. but still ok. cuz in the midst of watching. wasnt feeling well. damm it la. sat going icon then i sick until like that lol. BUT I REJECT THEM! I'M HEAL! AMEN! HELL YA!.then after the movie. yy say u wont have one la. cuz if u have all of us kena alr. true true. haha. and i wont have it AMEN! tmr confirm heal alr:).

then aft the movie we went lan. but i didnt go cuz needa do some stuff at home. then at 1659 i took a cab. damm blessed no serv charge lol. the uncle also say i heng. haha!:)then met them at garena for a game. wah. my flu affecting me not playing well haha. dont care man.

THIS IS MY BELIEVE!: i'm going to icon on sat and im going to stay over . and im going to level outing and ambs outing(if there is). yea! and tmr i'll be healed!:)

HELL YA!
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you will deliever, you will provide, ur arm is mighty to save!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

It is Good man!.

today was a tiring day for me

morning woke up at 8.30 to dota. got own 1 game and own 1 game. then later went to meet up with ryan yy ethan. javis was late lol. then jerome met us at the gym. 100push up javis!:) 500push up ryan!:)anws. when we reach there . its was good man. alot of improvement man:). gym ppl v friendly once again:) haha.

then aft gym went to eat macs then head on to kovan for pool. then saw ivan haha. wanted to scare me off. but no man:) ahah. then pool like deproved like mad. cuz of my flu and sore troath.. but i like 9 ball pool:) haha. then halfway playing ivan come up and watch. then disturb a little. then later he went off to dunno where sioa.. but it was still good cuz yep. 9 ball pool!:)

then later went home. then body like broke down. just super tired lol. hate the flu and sore troath man. IM HEALED AMEN!:). now waiting to dota with javis lol. then tmr cant go the try run thingy cuz going celeb joel's bdae. then sat think going icon ba. hope mom allow me stay over(if there is).

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

Today was GOOD. although i feel v lost now. i still say its good man. morning really go QUEUE for ticket:). then wenna play bball then go eat pasta mania. great 30% discount man. thx jerome:) then we played a hole dai ti. ahah. then went for svc. liked svc man. dont care what shit gonna happen next. i know my future is bright and beautiful alr! AMEN! then aft svc went lan and dota. batrider not bad sioa. getting the hang of it alr haha. anws yea. things is good now.

tmr gonna be another GOOD day. morning 11 am meeting the guys for gym. then aft that going pool man. gonna poon at it man. hope can snooker:) haha. and i just got my dota disc back alr. tkx bro. dont care la. if im gonna screw up my prelims. so be it. no mood study. maybe sch start inspiration from bryan come alr ahah.

confuse with many feelings within me now. hate this feeling. so many ************ rising up. God u handle it man. im done with it. thank God got my dota back. ahha.
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Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
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Even when there's no one there for you march on
Even when the days are long for you march on
Like soldiers, march on

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-13T21:58:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS AWESOME YO! Those peeps nvr come, ok its ok man:) cuz there will be another chance for u peeps.

but its simply awesome luh. morning went to kfc then later play dai ti. and narvin came today. nice guy man. he will come back more often. AMEN! then haflway walking up to the study semminar. suddenly dont feel like going. cuz i wan go try out the new 6.60dota map man. then in the end i went to the study semminar. thought it will be waste time luh. then its so awesome. manifica yo.

p&w was awesome yet again. then the study semminar was v funny and learn alot man. seriously. didnt learn the natural stuff but learn the super natural, visioning, and my purpose to study is not onli to study to glorify him , but when i study i can be filled and shaped up and be a blessing too. way more then that though.

then at the end. was super touched luh. felt Him falling afresh on me with His love man. then actually dun wanna get prayed for, cuz i see so many ppl dunno how to catch then go catch. then was like .... (sth wrong with me again ahah. temper temper, it will be gone! AMEN!:) ) then tks to kangster i went up. was super touch. indescribable man. all im gonna say is yes and amen to that! aint gonna worry for nuts anymore. for subject 'A' . God will put it at right place and time. and im gonna get my SPONSERED doctorate:) haha. not planning to study this holiday man. just aimming to pack my room and hopefully finish the holiday hw.

then later went lan aft that . went to lan. tried the new map and the new hero. and i sucked at it haha. super fun though:)so long nvr play become noob alr. nonetheless. life is good:) .

planned to clear up stuff and make things good. in my room too ahah!

bad move in the past though. but learning exprience:) God is Good!

IT IS GOOD , TODAY IS GOOD!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

ytd svc was awesome man. seriously awesome. we are all healed man.! bloody flu i reject u! . oya. my neck the pain gone sioa! last time do the neck thing still abit pain. here and there luh. then ytd do. then no pain! awesome man:) ok. ppl dont get it. ok nvm.

ytd woke up like12+ then went pc show with jerome. going again at sunday and plz let the prices drop man! next time im so getting rich lol. gonna get my scholarship. wait my bro can be my backer:) ahha. he crazy one sioa. then spend some time at harris to kill time and i wanna buy the james patterson books man. so motivating to read cuz alot chapters and words big:) ahah. then went aston to eat . next time eat there must eat crispy fish!:) then go svc then go home luh.

today morning wake up v late man. then decided to play pool cuz mom wont allow me go esply today . sry arthur:( then had fun. felt i improved. wanna play more snooker with chak ming man! bro! next week k? then went home luh. this week was super fillied with fun man. next week also. gotta start packing my room alr need find my hw and do it and start studying abit again. but next week is going to be fun. then tmr got study semminar lol. nvm will be fun amen! and im going israel! haha:) AMEN!
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God u do the work now man. theres no sense in regretting anymore. just gonna enjoy the time here while u do the work man. yea.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i've last bloggggg

ok anws. REWIND! sat was good. awesome service recieved alot. i dunno how to put what i recieved but its awesome luh. then sunday was even more awesome! went to eat pastamania then played asshole tai ti for like 2 hrs i think. then went to svc. svc talked bout excuses and stuff. v awesome still. then aft svc went to play at the asiasoft place. played dota for 1 hr. i think i lost. but cant rmb haha. then went play asshole again.

then went for p&w session. the day was just so blessed la. and i caught an awesome revelation from the song. ok maybe to me luh. but its still good ok. then tried to take a cab home. but like 7 cabs dont wan stop for us. so we took mrt home. then cant sleep that well at night though.

monday morning awoke with the 'omg im late' feeling. then i rushed to prepare then my dad fetch me to sch. so bless. then sch was ok. amaths teach area under graph finish alr. then chem thought air and energy changes or some weird chapters. things went to fast. but yep. praise God i know man. AMEN! ss the botak teach sbq skills. not bad. not bad haha!:) gonna trust the botak and Jesus for my a2 in humans sia.

then aft sch. took 147 to yy house. not bad sia! 1st time take 147 i alight correctly and went his house. then played dota and majong.so fun sioa. although i lost * its ok. cuz i had fun. then went home and stuff yep yep.

TODAY! i woke up like 7.10. 20mins before time suppose to assemble in sch. then my mom was like hurry go take taxi. then she called cab for me. blessed man:) then later wasnt later lol. then learnts alot of things today. I HATE THE TALK MAN! its changes my mind and make me confuse. but all things will allign for His purpose:). suppose wanted go sajc then later wanted go srjc then poly then mjc then now super confuse. i wan go poly cuz alot hands on stuff and i'll pick something do with chem bio. then it will be super fun. then sajc is cuz like its my sch man!:) then mjc is cuz the teachers all damm talented sioa! got this female dance teacher who teaches some subject and is a gymnast. damm power. "own me sioa! "quote by arthur aah!:).then srjc is cuz 12 points got scholarship for overseas tripS arranged by sch. then im like OMG can go jap and england for free! . then somemore their dance is gold with honours !:) power bodoh. cuz dwayne inside thats y get de lo. ahah.

got alot things to consider luh. but just gonna follow the flow. dunno whats gonna happen next but ohwell!:) and plus whether to take H3 maths . which is retarded. althought i think i can make it but its like wasting alot time in jc man lol. We'll see anws. now just gonna focus on having fun and maybe studies? oya dance too:) ahha.

but dunno Y! i this holiday no mood study at all sioa. maybe too complacent but dunno y la jsut having my fun and relaxs :) ahha. then aft sch went to lan haha. have fun dotaing although l4d cant work sioa... become noob alr. but nvm . just for fun:)

NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME till like 2x june luh. dont need go the poly thingy :) haha. gonna pack my schedule with pool and gym and dance yup. tmr think gonna pool with chak ming then meet someone then go dance ?:) yup. ahha. and IM GOING ISRAEL MAN!:) mom say" ask daddy if can, money i settle." dad say" aiya u pass ur o level can alr la" then im like OMG o level a pass? HOLY SHIT! aint just gonna pass. gonna ace is man. !:) and next month start, i'll get my monthly allowance. pray its >$500 man!:) . haha. so awesome nowadays. PRAISE GOD!

ah. too much to write. OK BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-05T18:09:00.002+08:00

wah today is good man. super slack day for me. morning wake up super early cuz of mtp. then damm happy cuz teacher say if continue work my this phase. i can half my l1r5 which means ill get like 7-8. yup:). praise God for my result man. predictable alr. ahha. shhh. confidential. tmr then share . haha! anws v blessed luh. then when i got home. i started playing psp the xmen origins. almost complete alr then psp something wrong. but nvm la. tmr passing to andrew then he fixing for me again:) tks! aw man man. iphone games also damm fun. ytd got a 'hacked' itunes acc then got all the free shits. shiok bodoh. then i today like play whole day la. onli slept at like 2 for 2 hours. yup. muscle ache again . but nvm. v fast ok one. and tmr is last day serving sia. sad man. but yea. He'll put me at the right place and time man. not to worry all will be well. dunno what to wear tmr. but yea. it will be a dope service. alrights gonna bathe BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-04T19:10:00.002+08:00

alrights man. today is a good day. totally weared out today ahah. and tmr is meet the parents day. doubt ill recieve and bad comment if it is it is only bout chinese and if the chinese teacher come talk bad bout me to my parents. my mom will scold her ahha! cuz she is someway or another pissed with her for saying i cant be helped. then tmr aircon ppl coming. so i cant sleep long and moreover mtp is in the morning. my mom chose 8am one cuz she thought her work started alr. but its not gonna start till 15june. so im gonna like stay home and play psp*been so long since i touched it* ahha!, watch tv, pack the other part of my room.

anws. today was good. i woke up at 12am lol. cuz my mom say off all ur alarm ah! i wan u to sleep. then im like ok ok. so i woke up like 1 hr before the time im suppose to meet. then im like woah still got time. so i took my time to prepare watch tv like 1 hr. then i left house. then i reach at 1.20. so i saw ryan and jerome sitting down then later andrew came then we go macs. im like addicted to double cheese burger lol. cuz its a good weight gainer suppliment.

then we reach the gym at like 2. then did alot of stuff. damm shiok! and gym ppl are like super friendly lol. talk to some of them somehow. and one guy even helped me with the bench press. cuz i was scared i cant do the weight but i can ahah!then still got play the cycling machine thing. so fun. then me next week or so gonna like learn how to ride bike. had a bad exprience when i was like 8. went down a slope and aww... ahha!

then later went to swim. sengkang swimming pool its like a small wild wild wet lol. got the slide thing. and we went to swim blah blah blah. then when reach the big pool. i tried to do a small backflip but i fail. but can do forward flip and can finally dive alr! then the life guard come talk to me. say dont do the turn turn thingy. yup yup. then ate at some budget stall. nvr going back there again. ahah! hip hop jelly v nice lol. okayy...

my mom ask me pack my room cuz of the aircon thingy. so im gonna pack my room within 2 phases! nevertheless, today was great. every day is gonna get brighter and brighter. and wah lao. some dick nvr come today sioa! hope to pool with him soon ahah. ok back to my show. BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-06-02T17:04:00.002+08:00

basket man. today i just found out something damm stupid! me past few days not feeling that well is cuz of the suppliments i got fed with.. but its ok. im good man im good. tmr going play pool. steady sia. God I pray my mom will allow me go dance class tmr:) haha. and i pray that arthur is healed man.

anws. today morning weight myself. put on 3kg alr. swee la. another 7kg to 65 then can start chioning alr. but will chiong in mean time too. then today sch not bad. learnt the area under graph shit, tip to tail shit. bio plants shit and did revision on circles. not bad luh. me this week just gonna pack the maths and amaths stuff then give mdm tang. then will not do any work. cuz this week is my lepa week. next week then will start studying. ytd go lan. today also go lol. l4d damm fun. but nah. wont get addicted. will just focus on Jesus love:) haha. then tmr going pool. thrusday dunno do what. friday think got session or something. yep. holiday dont seem like one to me YET! cuz aft next monday no sch alr. this friday get back report book sure wont kena anything bad one ahah!:)

yep. the channel 8 drama v nice watch sioa. OYA! ytd chinese o level sioa. then i know how do sioa. if fail then go clb which is unlikely:) bao zhang bao dao wrote alot 3 page sioa. 1st time write so much. then got 3 su yu haha! ah but i gotten myself into deep shit with myself again. haha. but its ok. OH SHIT! today suppose to go werdna house. nvm la. thrusday then i go. OK WERDNA!? haha. alrights .

ah . God . deliever me out of this mess again. 2nd time alr sioa. U will deliever, U will provide. Ur arm is mighty to save!:).

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-31T10:02:00.002+08:00

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-30T21:30:00.003+08:00

i super liked today la. like damm awesome man!.

morning woke up with the 'not feeling well mindset' then later i sort of think like dont wan go the session. then i just forced myself go la. then everything flow so smoothly la. like the bus and train come on time . Praise God. then i saw my primary sch class mate michelle. ahha. didnt change much i guessed. didnt talk cuz i juz woke up and i doubt she recognize me cuz i've been through a miraculas transformation:) ahah. ppl who saw my ezlink will know . :)

anws. yea. when i reach. i talk to arthur God bro. who is a damm nice guy and damm dope guy. 2 rounds of 2000 man! thats super dope!. then he also damm strong. when reach the condo. which looks like a damm hotel! we played billard first. and the table, stick, ball is like freaking small man. then i kena poon by amos 3-1. man that sucked. gonna get my re match at katong. cant believe i play until so noobish luh:( . then we head on to the studio. felt i was super skinny... so i am gonna massive put on weight man. we were all like off formed today. thats what arthur said. but nvm, i will still press on and go further man.(after i put on weight) but in the mean time. i will train certain moves man. cant believe my side chair deprove. dunno whats wrong with me ahha!. nvm nvm. and i am damm dumb u know. i thought i kena h1n1 cuz my flu lasted like a week alr. but i wont kena h1n1 cuz im the righteouness of God in Christ Jesus :). then aftwards, me amos, brandon and juilian went to ecp . then we ate then we went off. v fun sia. tmr me and amos going the just noodles and we eating till we drop ahah!

tmr i am gonna run! and i am gonna put on weight each day amen!:) until i reach like 62kg then im good. i wan to do barrel mills man. but windmill like got something wrong sia. but yet like correct man. nvm i wed going back larry(amen!). then ill ask. whooo! chinese o level on monday man! damm scared i fail sia. but nvm nvm. regradless of the results! Jesus still loves me:).

today damm disappoiinted.. me and my bro say we gonna stop smoking like dunno how long ago. then now he start again sia.. its really Him that cause me to stop. but dunno y he start again. nvm la. i'll pray he stop and nvr start again. join me in my prayer peeps.smoking is bad!

its all about the mind man. and my mind say yes i can do it:) so i can man. 62 kg by end of june amen!:). i hope every week there will be a crew session man. although its not official yet, when it is, this crew is gonna be dope man. cuz like the ppl damm dope alr sia.! i must buck up man:) . alrights enough talking. time to take a breather till tmr morning. bye!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

today was good. yea.

dunno y i just so demoralized with dance man. cant even side chair properly man. hope tmr will be great. gonna have our 1st session. thinking of being an introvert. but nah.

nvm ba. all is well cuz tmr is bought by His blood!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

ah. holidays sorta begin now lol. it doesnt seem like it man.

but its getting more brighter and brighter for me man. tmr going study chinese. lol. then saturday got session:) cant believe on a give holiday by the sch on tmr, im gonna study chinese lol. today was super tired lol. cuz last night svc i came home late. then had onli 6hrs sleep. so tonight gonna sleep more.

ytd was so awesome. service was like awesome la! learnt bout the woman with the issue of blood and her daugther and learn alot. ytd aft sch me and arthur go cut hair. then i thought we will cut till like damm late so i cancelled out pool with chak meng. then in the end we cut end like 3.45. so we went to city hall and lepa. then later suddenly ended up in esplanade lo. then met up alot of friends man. juilian, brandon, selva. then made new ones too man. its like awesome sia. damm long no see selva. then sunddenly can session with him for awhile. cuz had to go to suntec haha. selva told me to start doing handstand pushup and plungee pushup. so im like ok lo. then i thought i cannot do handstand pushup then today go sch can do sia. ! i wan be able do 10 then can start doing sets alr. now onli can 4. but yea man. cuz of Jesus will be good:)

seriously cant wait for tmr and sat haha. anws. today me aft sch go follow lukas, praveen and arthur go lan. then chak meng came along. lol. v long nvr play dota. then today play still got standard. i wan do handstand pushup!:) omg tv show starting. BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-26T16:59:00.003+08:00

AMEN MAN! GOD answer my prayer and he exceeded my marks man.!

my aim.
a maths-b3,
physics-c5,
maths-a1,
english-b4,
humans-a2,
chem-a1. bio-b3.
then chinese f9

my marks!
a maths-a2(p1-49/80, p2-77/100)
physics-b4(p1-20/40, p2-54/80)
maths-a1(p1-57/78 ,p2-89/100:) )
english-b3 (maybe b4 dunno if teacher linen or not )
humans- b4(ss 34/50, hist 29/50..)
chem -a1(p1-20/20, p2-52/65, p3-11/15)
bio -b3(p1-14/20, p2-40,p3-11/15)
chinese f9(damm funny! oral 16/40 ,listening 8/20, p1-16/70, p2 31/70)
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althought humans didnt hit the mark. but its a good thing. cuz i was too complacent:X

so! im pretty much alrights with my grades, its definetly from God cuz i like study a week before onli and yea. then maths paper 2 top the level. maths overall top class. physics 2nd in class. amaths top my amaths class. chem got 3rd in level and class. chinese lowest in class:)! haha! so im pretty much statisfied too. l1 r4 got 12 but aint interested in that. l1r5 got 16. both improved by a grade. so yea. Praise God man. i aint gonna dsa too. cuz once i got something, i'll be damm slack. so yea. and the feeling from rejection aint v nice too..

so gonna rely on raw score and His grace yo! 1st piority, physics, then english then bio. the rest will come. the bloody botak singh hopefully will teach us humans properly. sigh man. i didnt explain gf properly then kena l3-6 then cannot b3 haha! but its ok :) whats done is done. gonna chiong for o level soon. once my fuel gauge fills up again. yep.

today damm ok sia. chinese like kns sia. do the gong han. then i like alamakdey! i dunno how do sia. so i tried to do the 1st work. then i add su yu then i improve by 1 mark sia! although still fail cuz i lazy write the content:X ahah! then teacher say. ni jing bu liao, yao jia you. then also say tmr do bao zhang bao dao. steady la! bao zhang bao dao i got alot weapon come out ahah!.

then lesssons were like no lessons. just get back marks then shiok shiok onli. then i took an english book from my class shelve cuz i found it has affinity with me . so gonna try to read it:) . and im gonna form an elite group in class to study. me and bryan aiming to get the top 5 of the class then we pia tgt. we settle ourselves alr. then we start helping ppl. :) wah then jameel say to me. u have a v v powerful brain. then in my heart im like AMEN! ahah. praise God la. laalalal feel so slack nowadays but dont feel right though.. this time round i wont make the same mistake again. i wont be complacent anymore. just gonna use it to motivate me to chiong. dunno y i feel so shiok with 6 subjects,meaning to say i take clb. but WE'LL see:)ok tv show in 15mins BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-25T17:13:00.003+08:00

PRAISE GOD FOR MY RESULTS MAN! ITS REALLY FROM JESUS LO!!

the most disappointing one is physics... and amaths paper 2.. chinese dont care la. aft o level i taking clb anws.

anws. physics damm joke man. my class highest is bryan -81. then next is me.. 61.7 lol? b4 can get 2nd highest sia.. dropped 2 grades sia la. so piority is physics. anws. maths got 81. got my position back alr. gonna share testimony next dare man. so awesome la. two subject top in class. maths and amaths. amaths got 49/80 for paper 1. paper 2 get 77/100. thought can get 90/100 haha! cuz yea. anws. got 70 for amaths. so zun zun a2 la. praise God. maths paper 1 get 57/78. paper 2 get 89/100. lol. when i got back maths paper 2 i damm shock. 1st thing i did was to check my name. then i check the mark again. then i see the handwriting. then i see the name again. then yea! haha. bio got like 65 . so chem need get 85 to get a1. AMEN i will!:) . then english got 64! basket sia. then teacher helping me get 1 more mark from comprehension. Hope can sia. then like that b3. then damm steady. from c 6 to b3:). then physics if got spa then i damm happy luh! spa i got like 10/10 for ia1, 8-10/10 for ia2.. so can get b3 sia. but nvm la. so far 4 subject i got 10points. which is good progress for mid year. prelim must get 10points for r5. then o level 7-8 points man. i wont wont go sajc one. must go man. God will help me.!:)

now dance like gonna improve:) today arthur help me with some areas and yea. thank God got a bro and crew ldr like him man. gonna help all my friends with their study that is whitin my means la. super thank God for all my marks de lo. tmr getting back humans i think . yea. oya! compo i got 24/30. damm shiok la. last compo i got 14/30. haha! ok ok tv show starting le. bye!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

LAALALALALALLALAL!

ok! lets start blogging
ytd was awesome. PLAY! was super fun. IT IS WAY BETTER THEN BOTY!! HAHA! although i didnt get to see hong 10 in person. its ok cuz next time in heaven sure can session with him one. ahha! anws. yea. played captain ball. damm suai sia. 1st game met issac kang team then kena owned 3-1.. then later met some sec3 team then we own them 5-0 then jeremy come scold meT_T! haha.

played dai ti and stuff . damm fun. kena 20pumping for phatooo? but nvm la. 20nia. no kick.50+ then got kick. ahha! then p&w at night was awesome man. like whoop! jump until calf muscle damm pain. then yea. let go alot of stuff and yep yep. confidential!:) yea. then later javis lost his cap. and we went to mrt. then i saw PSF! and arthur and the other bboys lol. aww man. i cant wait to session with this ppl man; matthias, selva, hazry, shawn. yep. and this friday there will be a session with my new crew man. awesome. grace grace that im in though. feel so nubbish. YEA IM NUB! but in my weakness, His str comes forth!

then later when i got home. im super tired. then i played game then i sleep! ahha. damm shiok sleep sia. then morning when i woke up its like 8.30. then im like alamak so early sia. so i played till like 9.20 then i start getting ready. then when i got ready it was like 9.40. and i say. alrights. lets take a cab! so i waited like 20mins for a cab.. got pissed alittle haha!(now i know how ppl feel when they wait for me. esp ethan and christina. yea. sry. i'll be early!) then the uncle teach me the diff way from my house to suntec. so next time i take cab i'll say. uncle! take kpe exit rocher road! and its like $11 nia. yep.

so when i reach suntec. it was like 10.20. zun zun man. movie just start onli. then later went in. then watch angels and demon. OMG MAN! i have no freaking idea why ppl say it is scary lol! heard alot ppl puke man. but its like ehh? the suspense and story v nice. show is damm nice though. ITS A MUST WATCH! i found out 1 thing when i watch the movie. those who wan to compete for a leadership position and they do bad stuff like acting or sabo, they will fail. lol. cuz the stupid pope son did alot of shits to get to be a pope then he failed ahha! im gonna be a physicst man! i wan make anti matter! lol. jkjk . see how next time.

anws. aft movie went met dg to eat. had a little snack cuz i ate like 3/4 of the popcorn. damm shiok sia! then later went serve sia. damm dope man! love serving in ambs man! how i wish i can serve in ambs like forever lol. dunno y today suddenly feel like joining ls. but something holding me back. maybe it aint my thing though. ohwell! Life's for Him anws!:)

then svc was dope man! talked bout abundance of Grace and His str manifesting in our weakness. awesome sia. like when ppl action action when they aint that good. they cant excell that fast. when somehow who is weak in an area. and he say. God im weak man. Let ur abunding favour come in this area man. then BOOOM! DOPE alr! yea.! then aft svc went to play lan. tried out l4d lol. quite fun la. but not going back to games man. I WANNA REP JESUS in dance man!.

then then go home aft that cuz theres sch tmr and yea. cant wait for sch tmr. cuz gonna get back alot of results and it will be for Him. then i cant wait for the intensive chinese prog. gonna give it one last fighting chance to get my b man. if cant then CLB! yhea! . then this friday i also cant wait. cuz theres sessions! :) awh man. shld i cut my hair! cant mohawk alr sia. haha. then wed also got bs sia. dope dope. YEA! today damm shiok also cuz name above all names played sia. then im like tq Jesus!:) haha. ok ok . too long a post alr. ahha. gonna eh eh watch tv! yea BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

alrights man. exams are over for now. though its over. it will never be over until 11-11-09 or 16-11-09 if im taking clb..

think theres hope for my chinese man. like really praise God sia. alot of ppl heard my chinese f9 cuz i was being proud with my 1st f9:) ahah. so next week gonna stay back with david , he's gonna like teach me somehow. yea. got a lao shi to teach me alr. confirm can one !

anws. today paper was easy. chem mcq aiming to get like >18 while bio.. just get 15 can alr.. cant believe i cant do some question. ahah yea. anws its all in God's hands alr. roughly i can estimate the grades i will get alr. amaths-b3, physics-c5, maths-a1, english-b4, humans-a2, chem-a1. bio-b3. then chinese f9 . so lets see if my prediction come true. will God exceed it? We'll see:) .

aft todays paper. went to eat macs. then go play budget pool. damm fun la. $2 for like 7 games? but damm budget.. the table small and not smooth and stick not smooth and no chalk ahah. but still worth it :) YEA! then went to study again. i aint gonna give up on my studies. will nvr stop man. aft sunday then start my engine again.

anws. tmr will be fun. IN JESUS NAME I PROCLAIM IT! tmr captain ball. hope i can be defender:) haha. then sunday gonna watch angel and demons. swee man. Jesus plz kill the anger and pride:) ALRIGHTS 9 o clock show showing alr. ! BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-20T20:53:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT MAN! FOR THE FIRST TIME! I GOT A F9 FOR CHINESE! OMG MAN! i lost to lukas la. he passed . F 9 lei! feel so proud of myself. but v sad. haha! bloody hell! u know what the bloody sushi say? she say im gonna fail my chinese o level. then say if i pass she treat me lunch lol. she say no matter how great she is she cant help me. think she say im beyond all hope alr. like _l_ can! my chinese not that bad ok! i just dunno how write onli luh!

anws. today. morning i went to meet bryan. we didnt go macs cuz too crowded so we went to 2nd floor study area. then i saw mrs quek. so i called her. then she came up and thought us chem. i asked bout the stuff i dunno then she say my qa and mole v strong. and she advice me not to leave them to rot. so yea. learned alot from her. she's a great teacher though. then CHEM PAPER! WAS A JOKE! so easy man. i onli dunno how do 8marks. then 2 marks confirm correct alr. so worst is i will onli minus 6 marks AMEN! yea. then aft that went macs eat then came back sch. then i go find sushi ask her to help me with chinese. then she show me my chinese marks and say all the crap stuff. then i damm sad la. the whole class got 3 failure. and im the lowest in class! like PHATOOO!!! the first time i was last in class. sigh sigh.

then mdm tang came and thought me and lukas amaths. tmr paper will be easy for me AMEN! learned whats is suppose to learn alr. then tmr physics i also damm lazy study alr. see my chinese like that i onli wan study chinese alr lol. when i pass my chinese . the first thing im gonna do. is to go to sushi and do _l_(kidding:) i aint that bad) . she wans me to give up. but i aint gonna give up yo. wo shi hua ren. wo yao du hua wen! wo de hua wen yi ding hui ji ge de! yea man. i will pass amen! then tmr i gonna find other chinese teacher to help me man. yea! i can do it!!with jesus man. yep. and mdm tang gave me some good news. :) and it made me happy for awhile:) aha. lalalala. a1 for maths is guarentee. a pass for amaths is guarentee AMEN! alrights. back to my chinese! BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-19T15:51:00.002+08:00

amaths today was wah lao. my a1 like fly away alr. cuz i alot of question anyhow do. can still pass luh. but cant score.. so wait the paper 2 come lo. should be easy la. cuz log and differentiation havent come out. then if come out i damm happy sia! log is so easy!:)

then physics is woah. i can pass but needa get my a1 man! mr lee say spa not included for mid year. damm play cheat la ! my spa get 17-20/20 lei.. then the section c i do 1 question wrong. suppose to plot sin deter i plot deter. but nvm nvm. He will miss the mark i miss.

THEN AH! the bastard su xue damm ass man. i come out aft doing physics paper, she say. zheng hao. ni de hua wen hui bu ji ge. then im like .. then she ask me go du hua wen b.. damm ass man. i will pass and show her. maybe cuz my mid year damm chum then she say la. but who cares man. aft mid years there is 9days more. so during the9 days ill have intensive chinese revision and maybe wan find the su xue.. sigh.basket! what kind of a teacher is this man. nvm ! aft mid year. Jesus teach me chinese. watch out sushi!

now i no modd study alr lol. cuz like amaths and physics over then i like dont wan study anymore:) tmr is chem. then tmr morning i then chiong. no kick man. its like chem yo. then physics1 is like mcq.. mcq do 2 mcq paper can alr. then amaths 2 is like shld be easy cuz my pro chapters havent come out yet. then the bio/chem mcq. mcq again. lol! ok ok back to my show! BYE!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

God u are faithful man. My a's are coming. For u man. tmr amaths and physics to me might be a gged game. but to u, its nothing, u can even set the world hardest paper. help me do the paper for U tmr man! let my grades be a lighthouse for u man!:)

anws. today bio was yiii.. like thank God whatever i know came out luh. tks bro for teaching me. thrusday we do it again if got time. then today got a huge muscle ache on my whole body man. trained too much. but i like the pain!:) haha. didnt met bryan at 6 today cuz my muscle tell me to sleep somemore haha! then i took my time to prepared then go meet lukas at 8.45. sweeed man. learned alot of things and had my mc griddles:) nowadays. im going for my 5-day a week plan. had 3 heavy meals and 1.5 half meal today. swee man:) gonna get my 65kg weight! 10more kg wooo!!! 3 or -2 more cm for height! whooo! alrights man. :) tmr amaths and physics will be awesome. i believe it! i can at least can my b4 amen!

how i wish sg got sell 1 can protein shake haah. nvm ba. found out i rather teach then study sia. teaching easier lol. I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!:)

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

grace grace man. i believe in miracles:) i believe He will provide for me and save me through this stage of life even though i dunno what i am facing!:)

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Don't trust a hoe
Never trust a hoe
Won't trust a hoe
Cuz a hoe won't trust me

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

today was awesome. pastor keith was dope , learn alot stuff . coach pat share a small thing that touch me too. justin testimony was dope. he is dope cuz of Jesus man. dont care who gonna think its fake. it seem real to me. and today i went lan ... played dota and own . was statisfied and sorry to ppl who think im like an asshole. today. i'm returning to grace. had enough of the do do do. i dont care if things are against me. but i THANK God that its is and i know that He WILL turn it around for my good. watch me ppl. my exams will shock u. tmr going gym and jogging. yea. gonna be AWESOME:) alrights gonna off soon. i believe He is faithful.
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One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.

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i dunno who the . tell that im thinking of joining a gang? like wth? y would i do that? i said person x join a crew is like joining gang and i said i dont mind being like him(quiet, tao and like that) but said i would not join a crew of a gang . if im gonna join a crew and that is arthur's crew and its gonna be the rivers crew in sg. aint gonna be like some hooligan shit but its gonna be quality. to person who is spreading. stop. Alvin aint a dumb guy, He is God's beloved

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-15T20:28:00.002+08:00

wah today dunno what happen to me sia. 1; sad cant go esplanade but feel good in a way. 2; suddenly miss japan super lot. miss the day when i got in the plane to fly there. :(

ok exam report. english. was like ehh ok ba. think can get my b4:) cuz of His favour. just finish on the dot, cant check but yep. then chinese was like good! i onli copy 5 question la! last time copy 20question:) so yea. 1st time i ownself do and know how do sia. but paper 1 compo sure die cuz i write out of point but His grace is sufficent man.

then maths paper 1 was slighty tougher then avg. was like hard in a way but still can do. then ss was like easy man! studied on sri lanka and bonding then come out srilanka:) then maths paper 2 was like a JOKE! super easy can. dunno how ms ong set one sia. gonna get my maths>85man AMEN! then the history is like easy also. cuz i studied japan and abit here and tehre for other chapter. then japan come out! :) then it was like favoured sia. all my exams damm favoured la:) then next week is gonna have all the sci, amaths... bio gonna last minute. amaths and physics grace grace man:) chem last mionute la:) .

wah actualyl wanna go esp de la. but the stupid history start at 2.30 la. then like cant go.. but its k man. He will multiply.

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hate is a strong word!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hey, call the angels. This razor blade was meant for me
Hey, call the angels. We'll mutilate insanity

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-11T20:31:00.003+08:00

PRAISE GOD MAN! things just gone better and better man. tings have gotten better. nothing will every get my mood down cuz i have the rock that never roll man. He is like always there for me luh. when me get jealous, God will always pull me back and keep me rested in Him man. though i may not have this or that or is lousier then ur, i will still reign in life cuz He is faithfull, and it is finished man!:)

I'm not in love, this is not my heart..

2009-05-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone...

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

fall back to my life..

i'm missing last year badly.. especially JAPAN! (God,bring me back there every year aft i start working) and those time when we were having preparing for the dance item. and the times aft ej4.. the parties, the alcohol.(we should have just bought chivas instead of spamming bottles haha..) wished those memories were relighted and for me to live them again. nvm ba. aft o's more to come. Dear God, bring me to Japan again. aint gonna fret bout the bad memories.. but gonna remember those good one and live them again aft my o's with my bros man. Goodbye the times from 1-11-09 till 29-12-09. especially 20-12. Cant hold back :) gonna strive on. gonna live for Jesus:) . Thank You Father. The exams are in ur hands man. too hard for me but no kick for u. so , yep. amaths, physics. yep this two man. :) JAPAN!! im so gonna take up japanese aft o level, another wanna join me?:) haha.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-05T20:28:00.002+08:00

God, let this exmas glorify u man. looking at natural ways, i wont do well but im gonna leave it in ur hands, and the supernatural will happen.

let everything, within me lord, lift up ur name , forevermore.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-05T20:04:00.002+08:00

things are just so awesome. im determined to study now. WO XING LE! woke up alr man.

morning i was like today must study. then i was late so i had to walk through front gate. then i listen to sermon and was blessed! pastor was like. u gotta find a quiet place and time for u to listen then ur heart will be open or something. plus he also shared bout psalms 23. awesome man. like when u say the pslams. suddenly will get more focus or something. cool sia.

anws. sch was awesome. history got another cheat code again lol. stalin actually so easy one sia... then english was ok good. wrote my essasy:) v nice sia. superb. hope ill do well. gonna read my books man. then physics was ok. learnt some stuff too. then amaths was like woah. aft amaths i stay back(dunno how long nvr alr), then learnt what to do lo. mdm tang was like. ' for u onli ah, if u do one hr or 1 paper every day. by mid year u will get pass or a1' cant rmb what she say but yea awesome man. then aft that went find mr lee for physics. learnt heat capacity chapter properly. awesome. now for like 10 more chapters to go i guess.:)

all the best to u peeps all the man. peace out. God is Good:)!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hate it. My phone has no more credit value but my dad is super good, as once he know my phone no more money. he went to change and go buy my prepaid card. thank God for Him man:).

anyways, today was great. Morning was super good, learnt how to put good words in compo already. for maths, learned to practice. for physics, learned to refresh my memory.for amaths, its a killer, i have no idea what the heck teacher doing man. ok i know abit. but not everything. cause its super old already. then when i got back home. i did my amaths. and its like one simple question. i think until like 30mins and make it so complex.. so i finally got the answer. super off form already man. got to work harder , last year HE helped me from fail to a1 in a week. God, do it again !

Thank You father, for everything. let everything, within me lord, lift up ur name, forevermore.

Going to work on my english , bio and amaths. I do the natural , u do the supernatural :) AMEN!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-03T19:14:00.003+08:00

Nowadays things are just keep going up man!

Thank You Father, for agape me.

morning i was blessed with a ride through the KPE:) by my dad. then i met with samuel and sherrie then we went harris to buy gillians present. later sherrie left and me and samuel bought the same book tgt. ahha. v nice suspense man. i gonna start reading alr. anyone who wishes to donate james patterson books , u can feel free too:) then aft that me samuel went to meet with gillian and jeryn to watch xmen. we bought the 12.15 de cuz me and samuel was late haha. then aft that we take ticket and we two play basketball. swee man. 805 sia our score. then we go watch xmen lo. SUPER COOL MAN! GAMBIT RAWKS!:) then wolverine damm cool also. bone claw to adamanitium claw sia. xmen is must watch de. and i confirm will have other heros origins. like prof x etc.

anws. aft that i went to svc and its was like damm zun. like aft our show then can go in le. then svc was awesome sia. although it was recorded. i still recieved. i recieve something which is hard to explain but i just got it sia. something to do with urself, not being scared or any stuff etc etc. hard say la. then later aft svc i went to marina sq to meet weihua and ryan then study then i like study 3 chaps of my notes in 10mins then i start reading my book then later went home ahah! damm swee man. reach home so early then still got chicken rice eat haha. blessed day man. its gonna get brighter and brighter.:) AMEN! ok sch tmr man. dope day amen!:)
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..stop haunting me man.. hate it alot. im sorry enough.. GOD I CAST IT TO U MAN!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-02T21:39:00.002+08:00

today was an awesome day. AWESOME

morning woke up with a big smile but full bladder.. haha. then i went to church. found the thermometer thingy damm cool. haha. sigh. still dunno who am i to watch xmen with. ok anws.will handle it and serving was fun man. talked alot. enjoy smiling ahah! then during svc it was awesome cuz it was purely p&w la. then praise songs was super cool and annoited. worship song was power man. i just lay down my circumstances and let go. i know all things will be well. all my probs i just cast it all to jesus. then its like super nice luh.

went to level meeting. and was super touched. finally i like hate no one alr sia! super awesome. hate for a group of ppl is all gone:) praise God man! going to go to PLAY! even if i go along. ill folo remix. it was fun at level meeting. cuz we break. and i kena burn from doing windmils. omg man. suddenly deprove. but its ok. my turn next to be blessed! side chair today was dope man! prasie God!:) matthias damm funny dude man. oh! chem is damm fun to teach la. ahah! then aft lvl meeting. went to kofu to eat. aft we eat le. then we play asshole dai ti. damm fun. then me ethan and jerome cabbed back home:). hey bro. all the best for ur hates and ur live man! . can always do what i do:) its really awesome man. oya thanks jerome for ur hard disk!:) now i seeding alr. 11mins more whooo!

its awesome nowadays man. really priase God man. just wanna glorify the king of kings man.!
NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES! TMR WILL HAVE AMEN!
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saw alot of something today:) found out alot of ppl are something today man:) the something is something:) for me to know for u to find out!:) hehe

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-05-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

today is nice man. went for my cousins wedding. my whole day was spent there la.morning wake up 11am then go alr. then aft that. its fun luh. cuz i keep talking to my bro and he's damm funny. he damm bad too sia. the wedding was v nice. but economical:P but my cousin as his wife is damm fast la. they got to know each other last year 30april. then today they married.. super fast man. but its nice la. thats love lo. then my bro was like. aiya. everyone likes to make their marriage something holy la. so dont brag about it. he said to my mom, cuz she keep saying wah this wah that. then he also talk bad bout adam khoo. he say if he can write a book ' how to be a millionaire' let write it too. then first page we put ' first way to be a millionaire is to write a book about how to be a millionaire and sell to all the stupid principles who are reading it.' he dont like adam khoo. cuz he say he uses stupid ppl to make him a millionaire. ahah! ok gonna do my chinese compo now! bye!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-30T20:16:00.002+08:00

whassup! . today is a dope day again man.

morning was like super tired that kind. then it was pe. so i woke up. had five items sia. then we were doing sit and reach. so im like. God , get me an a man. then teacher say date of test is 23 march. so im like still 15 la. so for 15 to get a is 45 lol. so i do and get 48. gabriel got like 64 man. crazy dude. but he is good man. he streching me flexiblity so i can do flare ahha! then next we did is sit up. teacher say get 43 a le. so im like. no kick la. so i did 43 then i sat up and starting looking at my class ppl doing sit ups. ahah! so much time left. then next was like standing board jump. i was like gged man. i onli can do like 190+ then when its my turn. i just jump then got 215. then im like. shit man 3 more cm cuz i need 218 to get c . gold is all minimum all get c. then i try again and got 216.. then teacher say comeon one more time. then i say. God u do it man. give me pass the 220 line and i passed it:) so i got 223. ahah! didnt noe i so pro alr man. then aft my turn. andy came to me and say. ur technique wrong alr! then im like. i know. then hes like. u using muscles and not momentum.. so he thought me the momentum and i can maintain my 225jumps alr. so im gonna retake and get 238(a) ahah. afterwards. my thigh was super pain...

the shuttle run and pull up gonna take aft exams. so i got v long time to train those two and get a man. need 5 pull up for c 8 pull up for a. need 10.1 sec then can get a 10.5sec to get c. i wanna try full marks for this year nafa man! now i got 3 a 1 c:) praise GOD MAN! .

theres my fun nafa. aft that the whole day my thigh damm pain sia. then amaths was cancel . hope mdm tang is ok. chinese teacher gave us alot of notes. ss and hist was not bad. english is good for once cuz i learn something. ahah. then aft sch i went to play pool with chak meng. not bad sia! he say i improve. happy man. but i alot time any how play cuz leg pain:( but he is good man. all the best for ur match tmr bro!

WO XING DE! ying wei wo you yesu!:) ok bye . gonna play my starcraft and complete it!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

DAVID IS A ZOMBIE!

haha. angrove was like. DAVID IS A ZOMBIE! damm retarded man. theres this so called posses guy who was chasing david with a scissors. then later police came along and it was super dumb man. angrove is a funny dude man. tmr pe is going be 5 items.. i hope.. trained for it alr and im gonna do well man. gabriel is some flexible shit like bryan man.. my turn next:). drew. u just reminded me to listen to sermon on and on man. some how u did. im gonna press on man. onli do at nights sia. which i usually sleep v fast.. ahah! i have a plan!:)

ok anws. today sch was awesome yo. my table there damm funny like usually. winston and me both think ping pang yuan sure got part 2 one lo. today chem was boring. but aft awhile i woke up and got the lesson in my head. CHINESE! i learn how to write and i wrote man. awesome! super like it now. then today no maths but bio push forward lesson. learn ok ok amount. learnt alot man. the ingestion, digestion, assumption, assimilation , egestion thingy. got it in my head alr man. but the assumption i think wrong:X ahah. then aft sch. me bryan go break , gabriel come along too. and he thought me other streching stuff. cool man. got my side chair thingy thingy alr. v happy. more and more inspired to dance for Jesus man! got my gloves from lukas alr and ufo is damm funn!!:) .

then later me and gabriel study at dnt block for like 2hrs + . we did our chinese hw. (tks for the help man) then i chiong 4chaps of bio and qa. (hope my notes help u) exams in 1 week times and im starting to chiong alr. WO XING DE!:) aiming b3 for all onli. b3 man! oya. got chem test back today. got 23/35. not bad sia. expected to just pass onli. cuz to me its hard.. haha..

sch tmr will be more awesome! i believe it man! gonna put him more in my life now man. cuz its cuz of Him that im like feeling so awesome now lo. hope bobbie will be alright man. one of His 'di' plz go help him man. but be careful. :)

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l-o-v-e 's just another word i never learn to pronouce.

but i know Jesus loves me man!:)

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-28T20:16:00.003+08:00

WO YAO TIAO WU!:)

today was dope man. morning had hair check. then my hair so short then still kena caught. stupid man. so i ran away with help of arthur. thank you bro:) then lessons was like good ba. cuz my table keep disturb sheng jie ahah! amaths was a killer and a wake up call man... teacher was like. u too complacent . then i think like. ya lo. im such a slacker man. teacher do all the thing on the board i like so slow then get it then kenneth did better then me today. KENNETH LEI! so i must work harder now. know what world? alvin is a retard man. its like 2 weeks to mid year and im still in the holiday mood man. then i still can relac one corner sia:) .so i decided to step the phase up for my dance and studies.

aft sch. i went to break again and i had lots of fun man. anws when i got home. i like pack my bag and tables la. now its more like organise and i can work le ahah. gonna start chionging for mid years man. aiming all b3 for all subject except english and chinese which is b4 haha! world. see my last minute power with Jesus man! this will be the last time in SEC sch that ill last minute:) ahah. ping pang yuan last episode today sia. must watch!! my anger just got better man. Praise God. cuz today the bapoh kenneth keep scold me then i like nth sia. wah damm ass man . everyones keep saying me stupid:( nvm ill show them man! with Jesus, ILL POON U!:)

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1st yy , next me. whos is going to be next ? wake up bobby. u just lost 2 great friends, whos next? shouldnt have bloody agreeded to be ur di man.. hope either amos, javis or andrew can help u man. u are one stubborn dude man. all ill do is to pray for u.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

today was a good day. super funny day and fun filled man.

had photo taking. wanted to do freeze but nvm cuz ps haha. but it was nice la. then had el oral. favour man. screwed up picture discription but reading was superb:) ahah. chinese class today was nice. i learn how to lc and hope to write alr. awesome man. then all lessons v blessed la. aft sch went break alone. was v nice. found out new stuff. but i hate it when i got home.. my mom was like. im gonna move ur com to living room cuz of some stupid reason.. i was damm pissed la. but then im just gonna give cold shoulder.. when its too extreme. they will cry man..

wanna just be rooted in his word like before man.. we really ran out of words and well as time. so i really dunno do she me le. so im living my own life now with Him. as for my folks.. it shall be well man..

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

This anger will be gone. Lord ur blood has bought it man. and what i said, im serious. ill keep a distance from u.. dunno what the heck are u thinking man. i know u are better then me in loads of stuff.. but this.. i cant do nuts.do whatever u wan.. im prepared..

bye bye me . hello me

2009-04-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

"Romans 4:14-16
(14)For if those who are of the law are heirs, faith is made void and the promise made of no effect, (15)because the law brings about wrath; for where there is no law there is no transgression.(16)Therefore it is of faith that it might be according to grace, so that the promise might be sure to all the seed, not only to those who are of the law, but also to those who are of the faith of Abraham, who is the father of us all

when u try to do, the promise is of no effect, and we wan to keep doing and doing cuz there is a 'criteria' to meet. and that criteria is 'our debt to sin' and this debt was alr paid at the cross ! if there is no law , there will be no sin, vice versa. the law is righteous and holy but that doesnt mean ppl who follow the law are . cuz of adam's sin , we all are tainted! so dont 'do' to pay of the 'debt' as its all on the cross BUT! belive in the promise and it will happen. for by believing, it happens! promise no work under law. promise work under FAITH! BELIEVING! so BELIEVE for what u want! "

just found out alot of stuff today. and got alot of stuff to say bout it too. firstly to this someone:" im sorry for everything that happen, i regreted it alot.. it really changed us alot. how i wished i didnt enter so deep into ur life. as we both changed alot worser. all the best now. " sorry to others for facing my 'anger' it is gone, amen! . i believe it.

did super lot of thinking alr. will nvr ever go to that realm again unless it is for a good reason.. dont wan go cuz it will change ppl. if i were to regret. i would have much to. but im not going to. but i aint gonna. cuz i've thought through and found that i have a greater purpose! Jesus is the answer man! feel so much better aft thinking thourgh man.

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-23T20:18:00.007+08:00

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-23T16:37:00.002+08:00

AWESOME!!!

today and ytd was awesome man!

ytd was a SUPER POWER DAY! had alot of periods then chinese kena suan by teacher again. then the had a super difficult and cheapstake chem test man. its like 1 question one mark and some questions uber hard can! i didnt study! haha. onli 5mins before ! but i confirm will pass cuz God is with me man. i aim for a b4. if i get a a2 or a1 whoa. its HIM MAN! cuz i counted those confirm correct and i settle with a pass FOR NOW:) then bio no teacher come sia. then all the stupid ppl dont wan zao sia.. so i dont care then just zao. then later check with office they say can go. then alot ppl still at class lol. so i took cab (again) to potong pasir to cut my hair. then later went chinatown point meet gabriel and kenneth to look at their magic stuff. bought a card trick book ahah! imba ok! then later rushed to dhoby to meet chak meng ! and jian wei.. for pool ahha. didnt know he coming so i must lend him must extra shirt sia.. but he washing it. so its ok:) then we went play at parklane for like 2.5 hrs man. whop man. my eyes blur alr. didnt perform v well ytd but i got the power thingy alr:) tks chak meng! then tmr going play with ethan and chak meng pool steady la! 1 week pool 3 times sia me:). alot money hor? AMEN!

then aft that i rushed to dance class. warm up was a cypher and strech ahah! cypher was fun man. then he thought air chair. and the whole class can stab while i cant ahah. damm sad la cuz larry wan me balance on tricepts and not the stabbing part then i have to live with it. but i got a training for that alr:)then aft class he helped me with windmills man. all i have to say is PRAISE GOD! then i took cab home(Again) haah but last time alr cuz ytd last lesson. but gonna continue aft 1 month which is aft my exams:) then the ping pang yuan watch onli 30mins sia.. but nice ok! .

morning i woke up with a awesome sleep but body ache ahah. then i just go sch lo. morning assemlby super boring can. like he annoce our sch win alot of craps and we gonna get our half day soon man. cuz our bboys badminton won:) so yea man. then we had pe. pe was like 2.4 run? i was like shit man shit i dont wanna run then i like.. heck la just run. starting was super demoralise cuz i was behing vianney and sheng jie. then later dont care la just overtake them . then later like 200m left. i was like dont wan run alr la. so i walked for quite awhile. then when i saw mr feng coming, i was like. NO MAN aint gonna lost to teacher. so i run pass teacher ahah! then i was 9th la. my timing was like 10.20 sia. super power man. last year i was like dunno 15+ in class and timing was like 11.35 that kind. so its like awesome:) next week gonna run 2.4 again but in the stadium man. maybe sunday going stadium run. but i gotta work on 5items to get my gold man. need another 16more points from them. sit up a, shuttle run b or c then sit and reach a or b then pull up c or b then sbj d or c. needa trian man. found ways alr:)

my bros say u got ur windmills alr but the hand placement wrong. but Jesus says u got ur windmills alr but it will be better:)

anws. aft sch had to go do cip. it was a 3hrs cip work and guess what suppose to meet at 3.10 but we met at 3.40 cuz of lessons. then we do till like 4.10 then can go alr sia! so we did 30mins and got 3hrs. then mr faizan say i got 38hrs but havent include this. so if i include this i have 19more hrs to go for 19.5 points. then i ask can i dont play interhouse games to get half point. then he was like ' how u gonna get ur half point then' then im like ' can round up:)? cuz i got like 19.5points then like v busy with studies ah' so he was like ' ok sure, now just finish ur 19hrs' and next week gonna have another slacker 3hrs and next thrusday gonna do the badminton shit for 5hrs. swee man. a2 for cca lai alr. ok bye! too long a post alr ahah. all i have to say is Jesus loves me and u and He is helping me improve man , so blessed:)
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TAKE THE ANGER AWAY! KILL THE ANGER , PRIDE AND JEALOUSLY EVERY SECOND! Jesus , i'll look to u and u will do it. not myself but u! IN UR NAME I PRAY AMEN!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

SWEED DAY LA!.

morning was ok . just v v sleepy due to last night. last night i trained . then i forgot i took quite alot of alcohol.. then i still go train man. crazy .. then later aft my 2 set, i like wan die alr. cuz v v dizzy. then aft that i see the time. 23.00. then im like ok might as well stay up till 00.00 to wish rachel. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN:) ahah.

then had english, quite ok. maths, learn sth, history, learnt what to focus on alr. then recess was ok, it seems v long cuz i spend like 80% of my recess talking ahha. then had mfp, we went to heritage gallery and play with all the stuff there, theres a table tennis player and ZOMG MAN! table tennis damm hard play sia! i dunno how to ahah! but its k:) its not my kinda ball game. bball and pool is my kind:) YEA! then later had physics, teacher damm funny man. Mr lee to me is the best teacher. same like mdm tang man. cuz he's really good to me some how aha! gonna find him for physics soon i guess, then he go through our ia and i confirm i will get 10/10 for oa alr. no problemo:) then was english again. crap period man played some games then later kenneth go snatch sweets haha! v funny. then later was amaths and its like GG sia. but i understood:) praise God! gonna like work hard in amaths, ACTUALLY! for me amaths and maths dont have to practise. dun care what u ppl say cuz i know how to handle it ahha. maybe nearing o level then i start to chiong practise. while now i focusing on el cl and phy cuz they are my gged subs haha! .

aft sch i heard there was no pure history. so i called fredrick and he say he at parklane pooling alr. so i cabbed down there ahha! rich sia alvin. AMEN:) it was onli $12 so quite worth la. then had pool. fredrick wan 1 1 me. then i lost cuz it was a small table and i somehow blur blur alr. then later had alot of games. v fun man. we changed tables 3 times due to the size. finally we ended up with the biggest table. damm big sia. then me and fredrick play 2 1 on 1s, then guess what. i lose both ! ahha. cuz i both times knock the black and white ball in tgt. damm sad. but gonna train my stop and screw man. cuz its not working for me ahah! one thing i like today is cuz i wasnt v lucky, had onli 1-3 tycos and played farely well, like ending score is left onli black ball. ahah. then my slices improve majorly man. Praise God!:) Fredrick super lucky de sia. he like damm good cuz alot tycos, nvm la:) cant wait to play with ethan man. think friday going. u also chak meng:) ahah. O plus i just learn back hand:) swee man.

tmr gonna be fun. im like going with kenneth and gabriel to china town point to buy his gift and maybe a book for me and my gifts haha! card tricks seems amusing to me haha!. anws. peace man. tmr still got larry! awesome bo! lesson 2 for airchair ! now all i need is more rest! i learn a new word; abate. my hatred for all things have abated and seriously praise God. i believe all shall be well man! ok bye ! gonna expand my vocabs till ping pang yuan!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-20T16:57:00.002+08:00

sweed sixteen man:)

today is a good day man. morning was like abit no happy cuz of the past. then im like NO ! its bought by the blood alr. so im gonna relaxs and Its finished! and i keep proclaiming this day will be good. and it is:) .

sch was v scary cuz its hair check day. alot ppl kena cut till damm stupid. ahha. i nvr cuz my class havent check yet. now onwards im gonna wear alternative le. cuz i dont wan kena caught:) ahha. and i wont man. cuz im highly favoured.:) ! then had bio(quite ok), english(not bad la cuz talked alot :) ), maths( good! know how do stuff), recess(nice ), chinese( teacher super ehh man. she was like. zheng hao ah. ru guo ni bu nu li , ni hen nan ji ge lei. then im like. lao shi, rang wo fan song xian, xia ge xin qi wo jiu hui hen hen nu li liao. then she just walk away haha! then it was maths again( forgot what happen but not bad la. ) physics! ( teacher give back UNMARKED IA.. then i found out i got alot mistake man. bullshit! but i now know what i wrong alr. so OA is gonna be a 10/10:) ) then had a free period( went to break , found some stuff out and it was fun! haha) then it was amaths! ( teacher chiong the integration chapter la. super fast can! but praise God, i understooded and i know it through:) ) haha. i got alot of amaths hw havent do, dunno when gonna do but today is relac one corner day:) haha!

tmr maybe gonna pool with freddrick. and tks bryan for everything, my thinking is super sorted out alr! . THANKS ALL FOR UR WISHES:) had a nice birthday man! still haven end cuz next sunday gonna celeb with amos and all:) ahha!

someones turning 16 soon man:) haha!

because of His blood, and His finished work, there is therefore now no condemnation!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-19T20:40:00.002+08:00

alrights! things are really getting better and better. i dont stand for shits in my life man. things will onli go better and better it wont go worse cuz im an eagle and i onli soar above:).

ok ! tell u sia. morning i wake up v v dizzy. then i didnt go play bball.. lazy sia alvin! then later i took my time to prepare and i thought i would be late ahah. then i while walking to compass. i saw my bus.. then i didnt bother running. then i slowly walk. then when i like 1m away the bus still there and just start engine. then later i walk to compass alr. they put . 5mins train coming. then im like wah piang eh miss this then miss that then i reach dhoby . i tap my card out. i keep tapping and tapping like one idiot cuz i thought havent oepn. then i saw. its open. so i walked out and i kena banged man! but no pain. muscle:) ahha. so i think like wah suaied man today.. then later i check the magic item pricing for gab and went to suntec. then when i at suntec. i heard javis not going and bobbie too. then my mood went super like down cuz javis not going sia.

but when each bad thing happen. i just tell myself. no ! u are the righteousness of God . this day is bought by His blood and it will be well! then seriously, it turned well! awesome man:) blessed .!then went to queue and onwards to plaza sing ! haha. ate sakae buffet and it was super filling. i ate 8colour plate and 2 red plate plus an espirit and 4 mochi balls! total cost will be like 42+ but i paid $18 due to buffet ahha! so its a good deal:) ahah. then when roy come! its SUPER FUNNY. we told him u just click and spam what u wan la. then he started spamming and odered espirit and he wanted to order a bento set .. which is not included free. then ryan stop him. then later he dont wan eat alr cuz he scared. so he wasted his money haah! then when we taking bus. i told him to take this bus then he dont belive so he when to check the busses and he told us, ok i going to take NR6 ! haha. Then we all started laughing haha. cuz NR6 onli comes at midnight.. haha. super funny man.

then when reach suntec, i was greeted with a bdae gift from sherrie ahah! thank you. i knew u will get me this somehow ! haha. then later went to look for my belt . but cant find. then later went for svc . really nvr hear u say haha. i onli hear alvin . then i blured alr ahha! my bad:) . svc was awesome man. like really nice lo. by comparing lot and abraham , we can see what should we do le:) . ahaha. i know le. awesome:) then aft svc. went meet remix. then amos tell me next week celeb. then im like ok! took pic aft so long. nice:).

then went to bugis to spend my voucher haha. bought 2 sudoku books man. ok it may be lame to u ppl. but i dont care? cuz it do benefits me and WHO ARE U TO JUDGE ME ?:) AH!. then later drew suggested to walk through the streets to buy my belt and aft walking. he found a nicer super man buckle belt. one which is nicer then ryan one. sweeded man! then he and javis got it for my bdae gift. nice:) tks bro. then later cab to yy house. mahjong for awhile . lost 50cent ahah! but its still fun. jerome ! u gotta think faster man. believe u can do it and do.! dont take so long:) but its k. no condemnation! haha. then later i cabbed home! and my family celeb with me. nice man. today damm sweeded. tmr got hair check. and im prepared to get cut. i believe i wont but im prepared. it's a good bdae present from sch man- a hair cut. ahah! anws. things will just go better and better man.

tks for all the gifts man. i know more to come:) hehehe . got 150 from my family! now got 10% of isreal trip money alr. and i made up my mind. i now wont hate anyone alr. gonna just leave all the gurdges and focus on Jesus cuz it dont feel right when i hate. yea! ok man. cya peeps. Jesus loves u all:)

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

alrights! today was super awesome. tks mei for helping me decide to wear what! haha. i look good man:) tmr gonna be better. plus i wear robe of righteousness , wah even better man! ahah:) tmr whole dg gonna wear formal. whooo sweeded. thank God for a miracle man. today when i look at my ezlink photo and when i look at myself in the mirror. i see a huge miracle man. ahha! my dg today saw. then they laugh! its k man. more to come man. VISION:) then tmr gonna go celeb man! meeting 11.10 lol! 1 minute late=10push up ah!

ok anws. morning wake up like super early.. didnt wan to play bball cuz wasnt feeling in good form. so prayed in tongues. then i watched tv for like 1 hr then took my own sweet time to prepare. i wasnt late man. thank God.:) then ambs meeting was sweeded la. it rmbed me bout praying in tongues v important! haha.seriously man. ambs is like family. then i wanted to cry during the briefing la. cuz i feel so touch somehow. and by what paul say; we aint like other department. cuz we are handlings souls that God entrust to us man. ! so beautiful and paul talked bout other stuff too. didnt thank u during briefing cuz i wanted to cry alr. so Thank u Paul, u really touched my life, sown a seed in me. Jesus loves u man. and u gonna raise more ppl up man. and the thing u shared' when u wanna save souls, dont look at 'oh i can do it' but look at His love.' thats swee man. really learn alot from u. feel so loved today.

then i didnt go for a break cuz morning had a huge breakfast.serving was fun and is fun man:) then p&w was awesome. when i took my eyes off the ppl around me , pai seh feeling la, then i start to feel his presence man. power man. so loved! then pastor preaching was Swee! talked bout the promise of abraham. and that we are the heirs of the promise and that all we need to do is to belive man. believing is not looking at ur natural circumstances ! so my fitness. may be good. but it will reach it prime soon! my bboy, it may look stupid yet good but it will be dope !. my studies. may be good but it will be much better-7points!. then my bball. noobish but it will be good! my pool. v v weird but it will be good! i have faith that all shall be good as it is bought by the blood of Jesus!.pastor also shared to vision man. and i have alot of vision. now my vision for the dg is. we will be united man. i dont give a DAMM bout the circumstance. i'll look further and believe that we gonna bond man. the girls will come back, brandon that side will come back too man. u may think woah u guys are gay. woah gays.. so what man? i rather be blessed and presecuted then to presecute and to be crused! i aint gonna hang around ppl to be cool! i am man! cuz of Jesus. its all bought by his blood! worry no more man!

service has awoke me man.! seriously! then aft that had debrief. was awesome man. then went to kofu to eat. then later went pool with dg. nice man! had 2 games of 3v3 and won both :) ahha. then later had a 1 on 1 with ethan. lost by a shot man. but i lose a grateful win:) cuz its a hard angle. nice game bro:) . drew. next time i vs u ba:) i owe u a game. javis u too:). then i took a cab home! haha.

i love my dg man. seriously. nice. but more to come man. when things are good. they dont just stop here. they will go better! and thats my vision!

My vision!:
bboy-flare to airchair
studies-7points to sajc
bball-7/10 3pointers in, good in full games
word of God- gonna share it and recieve more
serving- serve the King of Kings and onli Him out of my heart not my flesh
pool- can slice super well, stop and screw ball.
Living- live by the spirit!
dg- super united and good!
Friends- have more and keep them even aft years passes!

this is my vision and some may not even look possible BUT HEY! to my God. impossible is nothing man. and He bought it with His blood for me:) . GOD! I agape u cuz u first agape me.!
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Because of ur blood, and ur finished work, there is therefore now no condemnation! Thank U for ur blood Jesus, u who knew no sin came and save us all. Its because of ur blood and ur finished work that i am breathing now.!

Alvin's life is Good with Jesus man

2009-04-17T20:10:00.002+08:00

seriously man. things are like going way way up nowadays man. seriously man. i found my solid friends in sch alr. like chak meng, kenneth, gab, maybe lukas, js, arthur. tks kenneth ! u always help me through and know when i damm chum man. ill promise i will help u get a 1 in both maths for u! but u just gotta listen and stay focus when i am!. CHAK MENG! POOL BUDDY MAN! hope to pool with u and go sajc with u man. gab! master magician.! u are seriously a good friend to me man. tks:)

ok. tonight was awesome! morning had some assembly talk about the newspaper crap in my sch . haha. then cuz of that, chem test was post phone. and im like ok... cuz morning when i got sch. then i started to chiong to study sia. and i know sure can de. but its safer :) wed is the test so i got more time. then ss was like ok. and physics IA! GGED MAN. i think i screwed up my spa man.. cuz like made alot of errors with the placement and stuff, hope teacher no see. dont know if gonna get full marks again.. but think can at least get 8 or 9 ba.. AMEN! . 1st IA was full marks. if all 3 IA full marks. V nice man:) . then last period was bio.. and i got my test paper back. sad man. i got 16/25.. but its k:) cuz i studied wrong chap and slept like 5/8 of the test.:) ahha. but nvm. i expected for a pass nia. next test i will a1 AMEN!.

next monday gonna have a sevre hair check and i am sure then i will get cut slope and side burns will be gone man.. but its k. either im going bald again with winston(10%chance) or my hairdresser will do some magic to my hair(85% chance) or i wont get caught(5%chance) favour favour man. grace grace man:).

anws. aft sch i went dhoby to celeb bdae with chak meng and gab. we change our shirts onli. then we go arcade for awhile then we got chased out .. haha. bball score in arcade was like 383! haha. but real life . damm sucky... so gonna start practising! now every weekends morning i am gonna pratise shooting ahah! . anws. we wanted to watch shujiku incident. but we forgot to send 1 person to buy the tickets onli.. then we one whole group go.. then the person ask for 6 ics.. then we die.. so we change to 17again instead.. haah!. its a chick flick man.. girls show haha! i thought got more bball man. but super little.. ahha. anws. it was nice la. then aft the movie. we went played pool. then dunno where js , lukas and gab go halfway. so me and chak meng just go play pool first. he's good man. i lost a wiltful death. he got a 3ball win man.. then we had some group games. both games win:) then play with chak meng 2 more 1 on 1 . total score out of 3. i won onli 1 haha! he's really good man. me and him gonna go pool soon:) cuz we like nice ah. can practise tgt .

then i went home and its awesome now lo. i aint bugged bout the past alr. cuz i've let go and accepted the fact and move on:) finally i dare say i move on and let go:) . PRAISE GOD! .

i now like like bball sia. next time ppl say. bboy bballer Light! :) haha. oya! today i almost can 5 pull ups man.. chin almost touch then i gave up .:) tmr got dare sia.. bo bian must wear my formal tmr.. cant wear on sunday le. cuz tmr dc is blue then onli nice blue i got is that ! haha. so watch the uhmm guy tmr:). Excited for dare and to serve the King of Kings man.:) BYE! JESUS LOVES U AND ME!

Alvin, whom Jesus loves:)

2009-04-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

tekheleth . grace grace man. blue symbolises completeness and perfection*( if i can rmb it correctly:) ). Jesus is the missing piece in my life and he completed me man. im so happy man. gonna choose to just focus on Him now.

ytd was awesome. sch was fun as we damm slack. had chem and bio prac and did rather well in them . finished bio in like 10mins man. then i went home. slack sia. then went lan with lukas to waste time. then i went dance class. its super nice man the class. larry sorta gave me my bdae gift. cuz he taught us airchair!:) and i got it man.! praise God ! but my back and abs damm pain.. haha. cuz strain it too much i guess. then he taught us a nice set and improved my top rock. seriously nice. then i took a cab home cuz i wan to watch the 9 pm show. but i lied to myself to make me feel better saying" i'm rewarding myself:) " haha!. its k. then something screwed up happen at night man.. wasnt feeling that well ytd.. but surprisingly well now. 1 day, fever and flu gone:) haha! .

then today i went sch. had a nice pe as bryan was helping me with some stuff. and i was thinking more clearly alr. bryan is seriously good man. he taught me to not cling on to the past and just clear things asap so that i wont let it cling on to me cuz i hate unfinished buisness.

sry, my kind of person is when something happen , i have to slove it so that it wont be affecting anyone anytime. and i just found out sth this morning. when i use vulgarities, im super angry and dont wished to talk till i cool down. and i hate that of me. gonna change cuz i dont wanna hurt but help ppl. next time if i u talk to me then u hear !@!#@@#!, give me time, and im sorry. it hasnt been happening for awhile alr.. onli ytd and today have. sry weiqiang. damm sad sia u. come at wrong time alr.. but its k man. we ok alr. and sry arthur. morning was super moody and upset bout sth. but aft thinking it through. im fine:)

had english test. letter writing and i wrote a super dope letter man. i like explain so clearly man. like lit like that. praise God man:) then i dont even know how to do listening compre for chinese man.. i liked totally copied today.. but it was a trial haha. so im gonna put in effort in my chinese ahah! then ss was great, amaths was awesome too. haha. cuz i learn the integration and knew how do ahah! then tmr gonna celeb bdae with gab and chak meng and rest. it wil confirm be awesome:) now i just hoped that i can quickly clear this shit tonight. i just wanna slove all things and save this FRIENDSHIP.

gonna change for the better now. everythings is going super fine man. onli me and u not ok onli. so i wanna slove this things man. give me the chance so that we can have clarity of mind. im about to take a step out to the real world alr. to move on. but theres like a dagger in my heart which i must pull out first before i can go on. so plz pull it together with me for THIS LAST TIME. tks u.

God is Good!

Alvin, whom Jesus loves:)

2009-04-14T22:43:00.001+08:00

I'll stand
On my own two feet
Against you girl
I just can't walk away

I said,
I can't take it that easy
Wanna break you down tonight
Don't wanna waste another day

And it's not over just yet

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To crash the wall
I'll get to you
You are a war
Worth dying for
Tonight

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To be the kid
Who caved you in
It'd be so easy
To lose myself to you

Quiet
I will be
So sure
Calling your bluff
I think you lost
Your will to fight

And you know
I'll storm
Through your castles doors
Cause you know that I'm good for you
And you're scared of what you'll find

A love you won't regret

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To crash the wall
I'll get to you
You are a war
Worth dying for
Tonight

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To be the kid
Who caved you in
It'd be so easy
To lose myself to you

So open up
Your friendly fire
And let me be
The kill you're missing
Don't wanna see you
Close your eyes
Until this is over

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To crash the wall
I'll get to you
You are a war
Worth dying for
Tonight

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To be the kid
Who caved you in
It'd be so easy
To lose myself to you

Alvin, whom Jesus loves:)

2009-04-14T17:37:00.002+08:00

WHOOHUHOO!! today was damm stupid man!.

class was actually v fun de sia. morning the maths like i really go do my work man. then history also. i did the seq part b in like 15 mins haha! power sei. then later had english write compo. i wrote on sorrow man. sorrow is a mental distress due to loss or disappointment. im sorta feeling those two now. so its kinda easy to write. but God save me man . His word save me man. living by the promptings means to live following the soft voice inside u and knowing that u do all things for God man! that what im living by. HE STARTS HIS WORK IN ME AND HE WILL FINISH IT YO! confirm de. studies, im improving super good now. starting to revise at a speed of 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 km/s. haha! then today went to break with arthur. battled with him for fun and i had fun man(hey bro, when we battle, let us not say whos the winner man. let the one who reps Him be the winner and since we both rep Him, we both are winners in Christ man:) ). oya then now side chair makes me happy! i can hold long alr. gonna train harder. need my str to come back so i can train pull up again:)).

ok anws. aft english was physics and its like GGED MAN! teacher teach half way then we got our new ezlink card. hey peeps. if u wanna see my ezlink card. u will see a miracle man. im an ulgy duckling:) now in progress of transforming to a beautifull swan haha!. anws. cheng kun ez link was lost man. and mr lee was damm pissed off sia. he scold f word somemore. i feel damm sad man. hes like a damm good teacher and the fucking amit must pissed him off even more.. i dunno what the heck amit they all wan sia. o level year alr still can joke. mid year in 3 weeks yo? o level in 6months yo? plz la. lets all just dont piss teacher off. sec 3 we had lots of fun doing that alr! haha. anws. amaths was good. learnt more dy dx shits. v happy with my progress today man. cuz im like going better and better!:) praise God man. tmr i going buy chak meng his prezzie. mud cap! ahah. they gonna buy me a shirt ahah!.

this week is gonna be damm damm damm fun man. onli thing that will sadded me is the answer aft the week. and if the answer is gonna be bad, it wont affect me that much now. cuz i'm happy with me now .and i know that i will just soar higher and higher as eagles dont fly down man. they fly higher and higher. like wise if ur ans is good. i'll fly even higher. so regardless ur ans is, i will still be good man:)

here are my plans :
wednesday- school , waste time with lukas they all, dance class
thrusday- school, kenneth come my house, play star craft!
friday-school, celeb me chak meng and gab bdae. then we gonna have lots of fun man
sat- church and dunno whats gonna happen. i believe it will be fun man. ahha!
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For God so love the world , He gave His onli begotten son for those who believe in Him shall not pherish, but have evalasting life man. For u are not under law but under grace:) i rather be hated, persecuted and blessed then the other way around man. cuz i know that im living and doing all things For Him. i aint gonna do it for u u u or u. but for Him and Him onli :) cuz it makes the most sense man.feel so love everytime man. cuz everynight, my heart will be open and ill just be troubled cuz of my thoughts and negative things come, but i just on sermon, i feel so much better man. and i know that He is the reason I LIVE! OK BYE!